I would like to dedicate this article to my youth.
Yu Xingle was 15 years old. Lin Xijun said: "I believe everything depends on human beings, not gods and Buddhas."
Yu Xingle was 18 years old. On the day she left for college, Lin Xijun, who did not believe in gods and Buddhas, gave her a peace charm wrapped in red cloth with a faint smell of incense.
Lin Xijun chose Yu Xinle's university in order to let Yu Xinle see the world and to keep Yu Xinle away from her.
It was Yu Xinle's choice to take the train. It would take three days and two nights and had only one purpose: to make Lin Xijun miss her.
Yu Xinle deliberately asked why the peace charm was given.
Lin Xijun said: "I once deeply understood the meaning of the word "uneasy". I hope you are safe, I hope you get your wish, and I hope you get better and better."
Yu Xinle was 20 years old and was sent to the hospital due to stomach bleeding after drinking alcohol.
Lin Xijun, who did not believe in gods and Buddhas, knelt on the futon and prayed for the second time, asking the Buddha to bless Yu Xingle to get well soon and to transfer all Yu Xingle's pain to her.
Yu Xinle was 22 years old, and Lin Xijun sent her a WeChat message:
[If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a bird and fly according to my heart, without any fetters or restraints.
She replied:
[If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a tree, waiting for a tired bird.
Lin Xijun, who did not believe in gods and Buddhas, knelt at the feet of Buddha for the third time and prayed that Yu Xingle would not come back.
Once upon a time, Lin Xijun stood on the podium and told Yu Xinle to get out.
Later, Lin Xijun waited every day to take Yu Xinle home with him.
There is no romance during the teacher-student relationship.
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This is my first time writing a novel. The pace is very slow, the words are wordy, and the writing is very streamlined.
There is nothing exciting, no plot, and no layout.
There will be many shortcomings.
Thank you all for being willing to look at this unfamiliar and immature little baby.
Welcome to here, thank you for being here.
Intention: The world is worth looking up to, and you deserve a better life.