On the night of my vows in high school, I finally admitted that I was attracted to the boy who had been annoying me for almost three years. He was always like a shadow that I couldn't get rid of. He would block me for pens during class, hold me in his arm when going to garden parties, and come to my bed in the middle of the night to listen to music. I thought he was childish and clingy. It wasn't until two months after the cold war when he said "I don't want to lose you" with red eyes that I realized that I had become accustomed to his presence. But when I finally plucked up the courage to confess my feelings, he told me "I will invite you to my future weddings." It turned out that this heartbeat, which only I knew about, was a dilemma from the beginning.
Concept: The confusion and emotional dilemma of adolescence, the struggle and growth of teenagers under the pressure of self-identity and reality
