Poor Quality and Dark

[Be, scumbag literature, all villains] 21-year-old me (Lin Ji) likes a man named Quan Jinzhou. He is like a beam of light that illuminates my entire gloomy life. Is it salvation? No, it is a deeper abyss. His gentleness and thoughtfulness are all fake, and he doesn't like me at all. I'm just a tool for entertainment for upper-class people like him. Why don't you let me go? It's because I'm useful. Quan Jinzhou has a man who has been in love for many years and is about to get married. The first time I saw him, I thought he looked like me. No, I can't say that. How can a substitute look like the real person? I was in an abyss. I thought I had caught the rope, but I didn't expect that in the end everything was just use. I am an ordinary to ordinary person, without amazing appearance or talent, but this is me. Am I the same person I was then? I took a deep breath, my eyes moist, "Yeah, I can never go back." I'm sick, I'm in pain, no one cares about me, no one cares about me, I'm so tired. Quan Jinzhou, I said, I am not a mistress, I am a human being, I have the right to make my own choices, I don't love you anymore! I don't hate you anymore because you don't deserve it. No one in this world welcomes me. Should I go to heaven or hell? This world is too cold. I don't want to come here in my next life. Quan Jinzhou has lived in the shadow of his parents since he was a child, which gave him a cold-blooded character. When he grew up, he also imitated his father's promiscuity and even went abroad when Bai Yueguang was born. The moment I saw Lin Ji, I felt that he was very similar to his Bai Yueguang. Since I couldn't get him, I could just find someone who was similar to him. He didn't expect that this Lin Ji was completely opposite to his Bai Yueguang. He was delicate and weak. It didn't matter, he would make him become what he imagined. After Lin Ji died, he began to repent of what he had done to hurt him. It was already too late to make things right, so he could only kneel down in front of Lin Ji's tombstone and cry. Shou is not the kind of love-minded Shou. He wants to run away but the whole evil plot has been set up and he can't leave. He got a stomach problem due to years of frugality. At first he actively cooperated with the treatment but Quan Jinzhou didn't believe it at all. He was also controlled by the Quan family and missed the best opportunity for treatment. Concept: The dark side of human nature and reality