Before meeting her, I always thought I didn't believe in fate.
I basically live a normal life. I have a mother who loves me. She has average looks, average height, and average grades. But that's not all. I have a dark secret - I'm gay.
At that time, this was absolutely not allowed to be known to others. But in fact, I didn't know it myself until she left me forever.
I accepted it all calmly. That feeling that cannot be described in words. It seemed like I never woke up at that moment. My silence, my pain, my sinking. All this means that I can no longer live the way I did before. I spent two years thinking deeply and finally made this decision. Let everything truly come to an end.
However, I have never regretted it.