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When I was 21 years old, I was imprisoned by my neighbor's brother who I had taken care of since childhood.
I tried to run away at first, but when I looked back and saw his red eyes bursting with tears, I relented.
He's sick, I know.
When sleeping at night, he would always wake up. He looks for me as soon as he wakes up. When I'm around, he pulls me into his arms.
If I'm not here, he will be less panicked and frightened, looking for me like crazy, even if I just get up to drink water.
In the past, when I was still free, he tried his best to appear in my life, and he couldn't see anyone close to me who was familiar with him.
He didn't have the courage at that time, he would just beg me to ignore him with red eyes.
Them.
I just thought it was a jealous child.
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Later I got a boyfriend, not because of love, but because he chased me for too long, and I really couldn't bear to let him down again.
He saw it. When we kissed for the first time, our lips were about to touch.
He called me loudly, his eyes were red and his lips were trembling. He begged me to follow him. I was worried about him, so I complied with his wishes.
Silver hand-made, dark night sky, empty room, my brain is empty. He kissed me eagerly, and that night he held me and cried, saying I love you many times.
My panic and anger were extinguished again, I relented, I was worried about him.
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"Lanyu, do you hate me?
"I love you"
Yu Qingchao (attack) VS Xu Lanyu (receiver)
The author wants to say: To practice writing a short essay, it is recommended to pair it with the music "Absolute Possession and Relative Freedom"
Purpose: Mutual redemption of life