After she picked up the pink round mirror and looked at herself for about the fifth time in half an hour, she fell asleep and lay half on the bed. The yellow light in the room fell on her not-so-pretty face, which was dotted with acne marks. Her bangs, which were newly cut yesterday, were divided into several strands and stuck together. Her brown curly hair was scattered on her chest. Only when she turned her face sideways could she show a little of the bridge of her nose. She fell asleep with the look she had seen and designed many times.
This is Wei Shu's first year of marriage, and she is twenty-seven years old this year.
This is a story about an ordinary person, telling the psychological growth history of an ordinary woman, Wei Shu, from a girl to a wife and then to a mother. The story starts from a dusk in her first year of marriage. Through the interweaving of delicate memories and reality, it unfolds the first half of her life when she had low self-esteem and longed to be seen - from missing the bus in the college entrance examination, to the fruitless secret love in college, to the daily intertwined dependence and uneasiness in her marriage to Li Zheyuan. She was always crying, hesitating, and afraid. In an era when mainstream voices advocated "independent women," she lived like a butterfly that dared not flap its wings. Until a pregnancy test strip breaks the peace, she must face a role she has never been prepared for: a mother, a more complete self. This is a gentle narrative about inferiority, dependence, love and growth, dedicated to everyone who struggles silently but also shines quietly in ordinary life.
Purpose: Through the delicate and true emotional trajectory of an ordinary woman, we explore how the silent majority, who are still trapped in self-doubt, emotional dependence and identity anxiety, find their own value at a time when "independent women" has become a slogan. Growth is not a sudden transformation, but a process of getting to know and accept yourself again and again in the daily folds, and finally fly to your own sky in your own way.