[Still hoarding manuscripts... I'm sorry, I'm really a dog...]
Shan Yan is a social programmer. He used to be confident and shining, but now he is decadent and gloomy. I am an otaku. His daily routine is work and his hobby is painting... He especially loves to draw perfect self-portraits.
One day, he was drunk at a cocktail party, and someone thrust a talisman into his face. After returning home, he lay down on the portrait and vomited, completely losing his mind.
When he woke up again, he was actually lying on the bed, and there was a handsome guy with a dark face sitting in the living room.
This handsome guy looks strangely familiar. He's taller, more handsome, and has a better figure. His back is straighter, his expression is more arrogant... Wait, isn't this his self-portrait? !
He turned around and saw a talisman stuck on the painting.
Yo ho, the self-portrait really became a spirit, and it was him who did it.
——
"Shan Yan" was very puzzled. Why was the man opposite him, who was shorter, had a curvier back and a gentler look, still living so decadently?
That person made him wear formal attire to attend meetings all day long, and even threw him into various banquets where he was accosted by handsome men and beautiful women. He could still giggle while standing in the shadows wearing a mask.
Idiot... Since "Shan Yan" can be liked by others, why can't Shan Yan be liked by others?
He likes it anyway.
Shan Yan knew that he was afraid of the dark and was willing to sleep in the same bed with him.
Shan Yan knew that he wanted to be praised, so he praised him in different ways every day without hesitation.
Shan Yan knew that he was afraid of being alone and always raised his hand to touch his head.
Shan Yan knew that he had an arrogant personality, so when rumors spread, he took the initiative to return to the company and bear those malicious looks.
Even if they are the same soul and cannot touch each other...
Then he is willing to burn himself, like a moth to a flame, in exchange for a true hug.
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Small Theater ①
That day, he felt very bored and sat alone on the beach in a daze.
After a while, "Shan Yan" ran over with the painting in his arms, crying as he ran.
"It would be great if I didn't exist! You must have given me the best part of your soul to become what you are now!"
Shan Yan was speechless: "You should watch less short videos from now on..."
But "Shan Yan" still handed him the painting and told him to take off the talisman no matter what.
"If you miss me, hug yourself."
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Small Theater②
After they got together, "Shan Yan" always pestered him to change his name.
"What do you want to be called?"
"Don't get tired of it."
Shan Yan was shocked: "Why is it called this?"
"Shan Yan" hugged him tightly, foreheads touching: "Because... We never tire of looking at each other."
Reading Guide
1. Confident and arrogant 1x Unconfident and meek 0, a short story of mutual redemption, 1v1, HE
2. Shanyan is the first person, "Shanyan" will eventually be renamed "Shanbuyan"
3. Come and drink Narcissus with me! ψ(｀∇´)ψ
Intention: Accept yourself and move on
