14-Year-old Chu Yao met Du Yan in the game world. He quietly illuminated her gray adolescence and allowed her to start "letter delivery" for seven years.
The blessings before the college entrance examination, the heartbeat during the video, and countless shares... Those moments made her think there must be warmth under the ice.
She kept delivering, and he often refused to accept it. The sudden silence and rational analysis made her understand that in his heart, her liking was a stubborn disease that needed to be cured.
There is a psychological time difference between them that cannot be synchronized for seven years. At this moment when she longs for connection, he is trapped in the past of self-protection. She burns herself and melts the ice, only to get a stronger ice wall.
I wrote a lot of letters in those years - hidden in exercise books, scratch paper, and encrypted memos. Those letters were so thick that I began to believe that he would always be with me if I didn't send them. After thinking that there would really be no intersection, she deleted all traces of him. She used "Wish An" as the sender and delivered the postcard to the mailbox in Hakuba, a mountain city. This was not a farewell, but she just wanted to let go of her identity as a "messenger".
At that time, she understood that the recipients of all the letters that failed to arrive were the 14-year-old herself who had her first heartbeat.
After a long journey of seven years, she failed to enter his world, but this road finally brought her back to the starting point
Intention: People are always looking for echoes in the misplaced time difference, but they forget that they are the original source of information. Instead of looking for rhymes in other people's poems, it's better to pick up the pen and make it your own poem.