(Half-true narrative, some of which are experiences experienced by the author)
I can obviously love her again silently. Why am I always so disappointing?
No one else understands me, but I still like you. Can you go back to the first day I met you? I miss you so much.
Although I don't care about other people's opinions, I'm afraid it will affect you
Intention: You asked me how to be sure that I love you, I said from now on, when I close my eyes, it is no longer darkness, but you.