"If I am Sirius B, then you are Sirius A."
(If I am Sirius B, then you are Sirius A)
Song Sangyao first met Qi Ou on the rooftop of the school.
She didn't know at that time that this girl who could draw in the air would become the only person she wanted to protect for the rest of her life.
They are each other's secret. During the three years of high school, underground love was like a thin thread, tying two shaky souls together. Song Sangyao suffered from severe depression. Qi Ou accompanied her to the doctor, watched her take medicine, and pulled her up from the ground when she collapsed. Slowly, Song Sangyao learned to reconcile with himself.
Then Qi Ou fell.
Moderate depression, generalized anxiety. The man who once pulled Song Sangyao out of the abyss fell into it himself.
One month before the college entrance examination, Qi Ou had a panic attack in the classroom. Song Sangyao climbed over the wall to find her. On the rooftop, she said something that even he couldn't believe:
"Let's run."
Song Sangyao is a P person and hates planning the most in his life. But for Qi Ou, she tried her best to arrange everything - visa, air tickets, and the secret that had been hidden for two years.
After the college entrance examination, they flew to Paris.
In the old apartment by the Seine River, Song Sangyao told Qi Ou: "This is the house my grandma left me. She was French during her lifetime."
Qi Ou was stunned for a long time, and then cried.
During more than a year of treatment in France, they repaired leaking pipes, learned to battle wits with the "slow-efficiency" French administrative system, planted mint on the balcony, had quarrels, and reconciled.
On the day Song Sangyao proposed to Qi Ou in French, it rained lightly in Paris.
Qi Ou said: "Don't you hate making plans the most?"
Song Sangyao smiled and replied: "I am willing to plan about you for the rest of my life."
This is a story about escape. It's also a story about coming back.
What they fled was the abyss that was about to swallow people up. And what came back was each other.
In the end, they successfully overcome the various prejudices against them in the world.
"You have the greatest gravitational pull on me. You must be my sun."
"It gave me the motivation to fly around you, and it also illuminated my originally gloomy life."
Intention: Please treat yourself well.