[Shen Nanfeng's perspective]
I once fell in love with someone when I was at my most embarrassing age, lonely and courageous.
Thirty-seven times of temptation, thirty-seven times of rejection.
"Lu Junhuai, which university are you applying to? I want to apply to the same city as you."
"I don't know."
"Lu Junhuai, let's meet more often in the future."
"No."
"Lu Junhuai, how about we go to college together?"
"Not good."
"Lu Junhuai, will we be together in the future?"
"No."
"Lu Junhuai, I like you."
"Don't like me, I'm not good."
"Lu Junhuai, can we be together?"
"Not good."
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On graduation night, I asked him with red eyes: "Lu Junhuai, have you never liked me? Are you nice to me, but you just sympathize with me?"
He looked away and said stiffly: "Yes."
I swore I would never see him again, but I didn't expect it to come true. He disappeared from my world and no one could find him.
I originally thought that was the end, that it was a childhood heartbeat that ended without any illness.
Ten years later, he appeared in front of me again during a blind date.
At that time, I realized that there was something in my heart that had been overwhelming since the day I started.
It turns out that some people, even if they are bruised and bruised, will still be moved when they meet again.
[Lu Junhuai's perspective]
It took me ten years to dare to come back to her.
I didn't dare to say I liked her back then, and now I don't even dare to bother her.
On the day we reunited, all my restraint and planning were shattered when I saw her. I really wanted to hug her and say, "Shen Nanfeng, I like you and always have."
But I dare not say that I miss her, let alone talk about the past with her. Our past was not good at all.
I could only ask like an ordinary old classmate in a plain tone: "If you don't mind, can you keep in touch in the future? Just treat it as a classmate I haven't seen for many years."
I am afraid that she will reject me and that she will cut off our contact. I want to see her often in my future life, even if we are just ordinary friends.
Shen Nanfeng, this time I can finally run towards you without any scruples.
Purpose: Love can withstand the long years, and can transcend thousands of mountains and rivers