The first encounter in Sophora japonica in the alley was the half piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake handed over by WJX, and the fruit candy hidden in CS's palm. The fourth-grade class wall suddenly fell down, and she transferred school and left. He thought that the bond was over, but he reunited with her at the same desk in the new fifth-grade classroom. The intrusion of ZWJ in the sixth grade, the persistence of HZY in the junior high school, and the forbearance of the Chinese class representative made the young man's heart beat a little more wavering and hesitant.
From elementary school to university, from the innocent campus to the complicated society, they met, separated, met again, and separated again in time. CS is greedy for every tenderness, but never dares to give up the only preference; the four girls hide their deep love for half their lives in the years, waiting for a belated confession.
Many years later at a class reunion, he finally revealed his feelings to ZWJ, who was obsessed with him, but he only received the determination that "we are not in the same world." He pushed away everyone who loved him, wallowed in alcohol and regret, and eventually suffered a mental breakdown. Those agreements under the locust tree, the tacit understanding in the classroom, and the waiting over the years were ultimately not worth the hesitation in his life. Waiting for half a life, the affectionate person will exhaust his sincerity, the persistent person will have nothing, only the scent of locust tree remains, things have changed and people have changed.
Purpose: Taking the emotional bond between CS and several girls from childhood to adulthood as a thread, and using the tragedy of his wavering and hesitating about every affection, and finally losing everything, to analyze** "Tenderness without a bottom line means irresponsibility, and the choice that dares not be partial will eventually betray all deep feelings." The core of love; at the same time, it depicts the deep affection and regret of several women who have been waiting for half their lives, explores the miss, obsession and choice in youth, reflects on the preciousness of "sincerity and determination" in emotions, and expresses the helplessness and loss in reality that due to cowardice and hesitation, the beautiful bond finally comes to nothing.