A Xiao once firmly believed that Su Huairong was the half of her soul that was lost in the world. When they first met, he understood all her deviant poems. They didn't say "love" to each other, only "kindness" - one syllable, and the words were all connected and trembling. She was addicted to this almost miraculous fit, thinking she had found a bulwark against all the mediocrity in the world. Until she gradually saw clearly, what he was measuring in his gentle eyes was the size of whether she could be embedded in the family tree; what he was carving out with his affectionate words was a "Mrs. Su" that was more suitable for display. On the eve of departure, she presented her last test: an inkstone with two fishes on it, and they were immersed in the pool. "Look," her voice was as soft as chatting on ice, "when the ink is really soaked, it will be 'mutually beneficial.'" She waited with bated breath. Wait for the second half of the sentence that they had looked at each other and smiled under the peach blossom tree and recited it thousands of times - "It is better to forget each other in the world." And Huairong's fingertips lingered, and her eyes burst out with the light that she was familiar with and only seen when appreciating treasures: "The ancient method is the ultimate, it should be a desk in the study room." There is no poetry. There is no world. Without her. That night, she took out the white jade flute that had been with her since she was born, put it to her lips, and made the final decision in her heart. ——This most painful thing in the world is not caused by a broken heart or intestines. It was you who offered you the most vigorous spring in your life, but he only calmly evaluated whether your branches could fit into his crown. Not crossing. It's not that I can't, it's that I can no longer do it. [Fortunately, far away from the rivers and lakes, there is always a breeze that knows the meaning of the flute and blows the peaches and plums together for a spring]
Intention: Break free from domestication in the name of soul compatibility and regain a new life in true understanding