Bad People Have No Sincerity

In 2014, Jiang Xiaoyu met Shen Xiao and fell in love at first sight. He stood next to Chen Xingyu, as if he was too lazy to blend in, but he was the most conspicuous. He was tall, with straight shoulders. He wore his school uniform loosely and casually, with the collar slightly open, exuding a careless and ruffian air. Thick eyebrows covered his inner eyes, and his eyes glanced over lazily, as if he didn't intend to take a serious look at anyone, but it just made people feel like he was chosen. The skin is white and clean, and the high bridge of the nose makes the lines of the side face very sharp. However, the lips are light pink in color and the shape is just right. When he smiles, he shows his neat teeth, making that sharpness suddenly become dangerous and beautiful. "Go get in line." When he spoke to Chen Xingyu, his tone was carefree, but his eyes were always steady, as if he glanced at you casually and slightly touched your heart. It was at that moment that Jiang Xiaoyu realized— It's over. She might fall in love with this kind of unreliable boy. In 2016, 17-year-old Jiang Xiaoyu's dream was to marry Shen Xiao. At nine o'clock in the evening, my phone suddenly vibrated. The screen lit up and it was a message from an unknown number. "I'm Shen Xiao, come downstairs." At that moment, all the emotions seemed to be sucked away. Jiang Xiaoyu didn't even have time to think about it, grabbed his coat and ran out. The night wind was cold, but she didn't feel it at all. When she ran downstairs, Shen Xiao was standing under the street lamp, wearing the coat she was so familiar with, her figure stretched by the orange light. Before she could speak, tears fell first. Shen Xiao was stunned for a moment, then walked over quickly. He raised his hand, his fingertips were a little clumsy, but he wiped away her tears very gently, and whispered: "Why are you still crying?" The grievances and worries of the whole day finally found an outlet the moment he appeared. Jiang Xiaoyu said nothing, but cried harder. Shen Xiao sighed and held her in his arms. His embrace was warm and had a familiar aura, as if he had finally returned to a safe place. "Let's go," he said. He held her hand and took her to a nearby park. The river flowed slowly in the night, and the wind blew over, bringing with it a bit of the unique crispness of winter. They bought Kongming lanterns and several fireworks. The moment the fire lit up, the night sky was lit up little by little. The Kongming Lantern slowly rose, and the orange light reflected on Shen Xiao's face and fell into Jiang Xiaoyu's eyes. She looked up for a while, then suddenly remembered something, and asked in a low voice: "Why can't you get in touch today?" Shen Xiao turned his head, looked at her, and said softly but seriously: "My mother confiscated the phone." Jiang Xiaoyu was stunned. "But I still miss you." He paused and added, "I want to celebrate the New Year with you." Fireworks exploded in the night sky, brief and brilliant. Shen Xiao's voice was buried in the sound, but each sentence fell clearly into her heart. "I want to be with you." At that moment, the wind by the river was very cold, the fireworks were very bright, and the Kongming Lantern slowly rose. Jiang Xiaoyu felt that the last night of the year was too gentle to be true. She looked at Shen Xiao and suddenly realized one thing very clearly—— Not someday in the future, not when I grow up. That's it now. She thought. She wants to marry this man in the future. In 2021, Jiang Xiaoyu sent Shen Xiao to prison. "Chen Xiao." She called his name, her voice was very soft, but not as cold as her own. "Why are you like this?" She asked this question countless times in her mind. I asked about that winter night when I was eighteen years old, and about the countless cycles of quarreling, forgiveness, and disappointment that followed. But she didn't really say it until this moment. Shen Xiao didn't answer. He lowered his head and his Adam's apple moved. He has said "I'm sorry" too many times. Speaking of which, even he himself understands—— One more time and nothing will change. "I was just... Too impulsive." He spoke slowly, as if he was defending himself or explaining to someone. Jiang Xiaoyu's eyes turned completely cold at that moment. She didn't want to hear it anymore. I don't want to hear the reason, I don't want to hear the regret, and I don't want to hear how he regrets it. Those words were completely consumed by forgiveness again and again. In 2025, a very popular multiple-choice question appeared on the Internet: Which one is better: "The sincerity of a rotten person", "The love of the sea" or "The selfishness of a saint"? But bad people are not sincere. In the early stage [handsome] x [playful and cute] Later period [Scumbag bad guy] x [Self-salvation type heroine] This is [Female chasing man] [BE] The male protagonist is a pure badass, and the female protagonist is a growth type. In the early days of high school, she was a naive and love-minded girl, but she will grow up later! ! ! Purpose: To give women a warning to see the bad guys