[Introduction to the novel]
Qing Yuan once thought that loving Xian Yang had used up all the luck in her life. From the reunion in college to the two-way journey, she thought she had captured the happiness she dreamed of, but she exhausted her energy and even paid the price of depression and somatization in the cold violence and repeated disappearances.
Family changes made matters worse. She disappeared for a year. Between taking care of her mother and taking postgraduate entrance examinations, she realized that some love is not fate, but disaster.
When she decided to accept the warmth of her childhood sweetheart, Xian Yang appeared again. After her heartbeat reunited again, she found that she still had the familiar feeling of suffocation. Heartbroken, she met Zhong Xiao after going abroad - a person who was completely opposite to her personality, but gave her relaxation and happiness she had never experienced before.
It turns out that using all your luck to love the wrong person in the first half of your life is to have enough wisdom to identify the right person in the second half of your life.
"I used all my luck just to not love you; and all the luck in the rest of my life will be used to love myself and the you who make me feel comfortable."
Purpose: Women grow up and find themselves