Burning Night Lamp

Noble and downcast female protagonist x ant-hungry male protagonist If an emperor or courtier, born in a wealthy family, falls one day, it will be like falling from heaven to the abyss, and I am experiencing all this. After having their homes confiscated and exiled, the official lady who never knew what it was like to be sad has learned to bow her head in the troughs of twists and turns. My parents died in the place of exile. I thought my life would be like this. The only thing that made me miss and supported me in those bitter cold days was a puppy I once raised, Hua Nu. Hua Nu is not a real dog. He is a son of my family. He is beautiful and good-looking, with a beauty that does not differentiate between men and women. Therefore, he has caused a lot of trouble and abuse. I rescued him and let him stay by my side to accompany me to relieve my boredom. Hua Nu is not called Hua Nu, his name is Hua Zhu. I like his appearance, and I love his stubbornness in refusing to admit defeat. I am curious and tempted by him, so I call him Hua Nu affectionately. This is a title that can only be called by me, which hides my love for him, but all my actions are just insults in his eyes. I thought he was in love with me just like me, but I didn't expect that he only hated me. He wished he could get rid of me sooner, he wanted me to get my retribution. Later, I was supposed to marry into a high-ranking family, but due to an accident, I turned into a person who was like an ant and had difficulty even living. After Hua Nu left the house, he became a rising star in the capital. It was an accident that we met again, but the moment he looked at me, I knew that everything I had done in the past would be repaid. I couldn't escape, and I should atone for it. It was at this moment that I realized that the kindness and love I had shown towards Hua Nu in the past could no longer be explained clearly. In Yang Xiaomeng's eyes, liking is curiosity and probing, while in Hua Zhu's eyes, these are humiliation and pain. Finally one day, Hua Zhu was dumped, and he realized that he was the one who couldn't bear the separation... When we met again, Hua Zhu said: "Whatever you did to me in the past, now I will repay you double. You will always be by my side. You are not allowed to go anywhere or leave me." Reading tips: 1. Shuangjie first person (if you want to try it, please pay attention to lightning protection) 2. The actions of the male and female protagonists are "humiliating" in the eyes of the other party, but in their own eyes they are an unfulfilled show of goodwill and love. Intention: Distinguish between love and hate