“Straightforward” girl x gentle, scheming green-tea boy
(Pseudo-unrequited-love story)
[Updates follow the rankings when available. Otherwise, two updates a week, with occasional bonus chapters.]
Female lead’s perspective:
Yang Yuxi noticed that her class monitor, Xu Jingzhao, had been acting strangely lately. Among other things, he kept sneaking glances at her, blushing whenever they interacted, and finding all sorts of excuses to strike up a conversation.
It was strange, but it gave her material for her diary. Yang Yuxi nodded to herself.
Wait! Why had rumors started going around the class that Xu Jingzhao had a one-sided crush on her and was suffering because she didn’t return his feelings?
Yang Yuxi was completely innocent! She’d never said she didn’t like Xu Jingzhao!
Male lead’s perspective:
Xu Jingzhao accidentally found a diary filled with stories about his love for Yang Yuxi. Some were tales of lovers unable to be together, while others were about emperors and their beloved concubines.
In yesterday’s entry, Xu Jingzhao read: “Xu Jingzhao handed me the English weekly paper. He looked restrained, wanting to look at me but not daring to. How could I not know he loves me too? But reality looms over us like a mountain, crushing us beneath its weight. His parents could never agree to us being together…”
Xu Jingzhao was stunned. How had he not known that his relationship with Yang Yuxi had already reached the point of meeting the parents?!
His friends all said he was romantically clueless, and Xu Jingzhao thought so too.
But for some reason, from that day onward, he started paying attention to Yang Yuxi. He even went against his conscience and secretly read her diary, making sure she still liked him.
One day, Xu Jingzhao was horrified to discover that Yang Yuxi didn’t actually like the real him. She had more than one beloved concubine, and he was only one drop in a sea of three thousand!
But what could he do? He’d already fallen for her. T_T
How could he compete for the position of her one and only favorite concubine? Asking online, and I need an answer fast!
Note:
1. Happy ending. The main couple are both completely devoted to each other, but they’re not perfect characters.
2. Only the scenes where the male lead secretly reads the diary and interacts with his family are told from his perspective. Everything else is from the female lead’s perspective. The male lead’s perspective accounts for no more than 20% of the story.
3. By default, the main characters take their mother’s or father’s surname. When a name has three characters, they are referred to by the last two.
Theme: Become who you are.
In the more than 20 years of my life, I have been thinking, what is love? I should be loved, but why am I still in so much pain? I have been thinking about it, and I have been writing, and finally when I reached the moment when Xu Jingzhao cried, I understood.
I think love should be seen. Only when you are truly seen can you be accepted and feel that you are truly loved.
It turns out that what I asked for and what I couldn't ask for was to be seen.
I'm very curious, how many diaries did Yang Zai write [question mark] [question mark] [question mark]
The theme suddenly sublimated [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] Girls are the best group in the world
Hahahaha, little writer Yang [Star Eyes]
"She came to the classroom later than Chu Chi. When I saw..." This is a big bug for the author~Are you afraid of the teacher? I was so scared [dog head]
While writing the first half of Chapter 19, I also fully understood why everyone loved the lamb.
Yes, I love lambs so much. Yang Yuxi is my ideal mother, friend, and lover. With her by my side, I will feel relaxed and happy like never before, and feel safe as if I am infinitely tolerated. Even if I know, she may not be able to help you.
Just like Shi Qi in Chapter 18, can Xiaoyang have a solution to the conflict between her and her father? There is nothing anyone can do, not even me. But Shi Qi just wanted to see the little sheep and hold the little sheep in her arms, just like a ship rushing back to the harbor.
Rather than creating the lamb, it is better to say that she healed me.
Yang Yuxi made me brave, strong and slightly happy.
I began to believe in the good luck in fate. Fate brought Xiaoyang into my world and let her tell me, it doesn't matter. If you need it, then I am willing and I will not leave you.
How could it be that the male protagonist just wanted to "swallow" the lamb? I want it too.
In addition, a certain person held Xiaoyang's hand for the first time in Chapter 16 and has already held it for four consecutive chapters. Sometimes I really want to beg him to stop holding the hand and let's go with the plot. As a result, he said that he could walk even if he was held in a hand.
Haha... I originally wanted to write Xu Jingzhao as a gentle green tea type, without the dank male ghost flavor, but I found that serious love can really turn into a dank male ghost, at least Xu Jingzhao does.
Oh my god, it's only Chapter 19, and he already likes it so much that he wants to "swallow" the lamb, and he even lies on the lamb's neck and smells it like a pervert. I really want the lamb to slap him, but I'm afraid that it will make him happy T-T
[Orange Candy] It's so bad, Xu Jingzhao is now a resentful man ^_^, please update soon.
Gugu waited for a long time, and the result turned out to be cruel [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] Although it still looks good! Gugu update soon, I want to see what they will do next QwQ
[Purple Sugar] kswl is afraid that his sister will hate him [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] God is so sad
[Purple Sugar]kswl Gugu, can you ask about the update frequency? Refresh it every day to see if Gugu has updated [biting handkerchief][biting handkerchief][biting handkerchief]...
In the more than 20 years of my life, I have been thinking, what is love? I should be loved, but why am I still in so much pain? I have been thinking about it, and I have been writing, and finally when I reached the moment when Xu Jingzhao cried, I understood. I think love should be seen. Only when you are truly seen can you be accepted and feel that you are truly loved. It turns out that what I asked for and what I couldn't ask for was to be seen.
I'm very curious, how many diaries did Yang Zai write [question mark] [question mark] [question mark]
The theme suddenly sublimated [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] Girls are the best group in the world
Hahahaha, little writer Yang [Star Eyes]
"She came to the classroom later than Chu Chi. When I saw..." This is a big bug for the author~Are you afraid of the teacher? I was so scared [dog head]
While writing the first half of Chapter 19, I also fully understood why everyone loved the lamb. Yes, I love lambs so much. Yang Yuxi is my ideal mother, friend, and lover. With her by my side, I will feel relaxed and happy like never before, and feel safe as if I am infinitely tolerated. Even if I know, she may not be able to help you. Just like Shi Qi in Chapter 18, can Xiaoyang have a solution to the conflict between her and her father? There is nothing anyone can do, not even me. But Shi Qi just wanted to see the little sheep and hold the little sheep in her arms, just like a ship rushing back to the harbor. Rather than creating the lamb, it is better to say that she healed me. Yang Yuxi made me brave, strong and slightly happy. I began to believe in the good luck in fate. Fate brought Xiaoyang into my world and let her tell me, it doesn't matter. If you need it, then I am willing and I will not leave you. How could it be that the male protagonist just wanted to "swallow" the lamb? I want it too. In addition, a certain person held Xiaoyang's hand for the first time in Chapter 16 and has already held it for four consecutive chapters. Sometimes I really want to beg him to stop holding the hand and let's go with the plot. As a result, he said that he could walk even if he was held in a hand. Haha... I originally wanted to write Xu Jingzhao as a gentle green tea type, without the dank male ghost flavor, but I found that serious love can really turn into a dank male ghost, at least Xu Jingzhao does. Oh my god, it's only Chapter 19, and he already likes it so much that he wants to "swallow" the lamb, and he even lies on the lamb's neck and smells it like a pervert. I really want the lamb to slap him, but I'm afraid that it will make him happy T-T
[Orange Candy] It's so bad, Xu Jingzhao is now a resentful man ^_^, please update soon.
Gugu waited for a long time, and the result turned out to be cruel [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] Although it still looks good! Gugu update soon, I want to see what they will do next QwQ
[Purple Sugar] kswl is afraid that his sister will hate him [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] [biting handkerchief] God is so sad
[Purple Sugar]kswl Gugu, can you ask about the update frequency? Refresh it every day to see if Gugu has updated [biting handkerchief][biting handkerchief][biting handkerchief]...