When "substandard Alpha" meets "possibly not Beta", a long decoding about self and love——
At the age of eighteen, Gu Qingyan was insomnia all night while holding a test sheet with a 73% matching degree. After getting drunk, he muttered: "It would be great if you were an Omega... You can test our matching degree." Lin Shubai pretended to be asleep, with his heart beating like a drum, and wrote "But I am just a Beta" a hundred times in his diary.
At the age of twenty-two, Gu Qingyan became a neurologist and treated countless patients but could not cure his obsession of "finding a highly compatible partner". Lin Shubai became a psychological teacher, guiding teenagers through differentiation anxiety, but could not solve the mystery of why he was always attracted to the Alpha.
Knowing that the sudden accident changed everything - Lin Shubai was seriously injured and fell into coma to protect the students. Gu Qingyan rushed into the ward and smelled the breath of sea salt so clearly for the first time. It was clear, gentle, and moist, and the pheromones diffused from Lin Shubai's body.
"You knew this a long time ago?" The man on the hospital bed had broken eyes.
"I guessed it, but that's not what I love." Gu Qingyan held his hand, her voice choked with sobs, "What I love is you who didn't dare to come close to me on August 4th, who chatted with me late at night when I was twenty-two years old, and who is lying here now. No matter what gender you are, I love you."
Love is a choice, not a destiny, matching is just a probability, courage is the answer.
Concept: Love really requires courage