My Little Courage

*Childhood sweethearts *Reunited after a long separation I keep a group of butterflies with damp wings in my diary until someone calls for the wind and gently lifts them to fly. Sanmao once said: "The reason why people are sad is because we cannot keep the years." The first time Shen Yuqing saw Ke Zhaoqin was in the crowd gathered around the class schedule. The boy had red cheeks and was wearing long sleeves on a sunny day. He looked sick. ——Oh, he is also shorter than her. This was her only thought at the time. "I was teasing the cat, but you scared it away." Shen Yuqing lied with a blushing face and a heartbeat. "Do cats eat tree bark or grass?" "I've never seen a kitten that's as good as this." Ke Zhaoqin saw through it at a glance. With a smile on his lips, he turned around and left. Later, they spent six springs, summers, autumns and winters, tasting the warmth and coldness of the world, and enjoying the wind, flowers, snow and moon together. She would always be embarrassed by tears, whether she was sad or happy. He would always quietly hand over a tissue and make some well-timed jokes to tease her. Or turn away quietly, hiding the red eyes. Life is like a clock, no matter how slow it is, you can't turn it back. When the silhouette of youth was clipped into the notebook, Shen Yuqing suddenly realized that the passage of time was really helpless. Youth seems to pass away so naturally, silently. The sea breeze was so salty, "Shen Yuqing, I like you." His head was rolling over the past six years, everything about him, whether it was his height, appearance, character or mind. Shen Yuqing just thought quietly. There are no words, no movements, and even the expression has not changed. Use silence and silently reject the love he conveyed. Six years have seemed to have diluted everything, including those tiny memories. Ke Zhaoqin still remembers that moment, when the salty sea breeze slapped the rocks, seeming to bring a biting chill. The girl who had always shown her emotions and sorrows on her face didn't even look shocked when he finally broke her heart and confessed. It would be false to say that I am disappointed. He was sure that she also liked him. "Pick a bright flower among the vicissitudes of branches and leaves, and insert it into the flesh of the years. Allow it to be painful and sweet, and allow it to flow away and back again." (Taken from Wang Zengqi's "Plants and Plants in the World") Opening the yellowed pages, there is a special note with strong and sharp strokes. It reads: "You don't have to be too harsh on yourself in life. I wish you have the sharpest kindness, a smooth life, and everlasting freedom." It's you, my little courage. Intention: Endless life, possess sharp kindness, accept yourself