Yu Linyuan's world was once a dead silence soaked by rain and gray light.
Until that rainy night, he saw a man named Meng Chenzhou through the water-stained glass. That person had eyes as calm as the night sky, understood him unconditionally, accompanied him, and became his only color against the entire world.
In Yu Linyuan's understanding, Meng Chenzhou is real and is his only salvation in despair.
He summoned up the greatest courage in his life, made this "love" public and took it home.
However, the frightened eyes and empty faces of his family shattered all his illusions. A cold diagnosis letter came from the hospital - "Dissociative Identity Disorder," a term he had never heard of. The doctor gently told him: Meng Chenzhou is the perfect protector created for you by your overwhelmed mind. From beginning to end, what he fell in love with was just another self that split off to protect himself.
"To cure me is to kill him."
When "treatment" became the executioner who killed his lover, when the price of "normality" was the only anchor for losing his soul, Yu Linyuan made a choice.
He refused to swallow the pills and chose to take the hand that only existed in his field of vision on the roof of the building where the wind and rain were blowing and jumped.
At the moment of falling into darkness, he finally gained eternity.
"Look, we are together forever."
Concept: Pathology under the "normal" order
