At first, Yu Xingjie asked Wen Yang: "What kind of girl do you like?"
Wen Yang thought for a while and answered perfunctorily: "Just a girl similar to you."
Girls who are similar to me... Can't boys like me do it?
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Later, at the door of the bar, Wen Yang asked Yu Xingjie: "Is that person just now your boyfriend?"
Yu Xingjie: "?"
Wen Yang: "If you like a man, just tell me and I won't discriminate against you."
Yu Xingjie: "..."
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Finally, Wen Yang said: "Since you like men, why can't you like me?"
Yu Xingjie: "Do you want to be a mistress?"
Wen Yang: "Can... Can you?"
Yu Xingjie: "Yes."
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The environment in which he grew up as a child fostered Yu Xingjie's cowardly and evasive character. He did not dare to resist when he was beaten at school, and he did not dare to tell the teacher because he thought it was more cost-effective to be beaten than to call his parents.
Until I met Wen Yang.
When they met for the first time, Wen Yang helped him fight away the classmates who bullied him. When asked why he didn't dare to fight back, he said he couldn't fight back.
"You have to fight if you can't beat it."
Just like that, Wen Yang was like a sudden light, shining into his dark and boring life.
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When they met again, Yu Xingjie held a stray dog and asked Wen Yang, "Do you want it?"
From then on, Wen Yang became protective of the introverted and well-behaved Yu Xingjie. He always felt that those eyes that flashed like a deer hid too much stubbornness and uneasiness.
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After the preliminary examination for the postgraduate entrance examination, Yu Xingjie temporarily moved into Wen Yang's home. He was determined to confess to Wen Yang. However, the better the imagination, the crueler the reality.
Yu Xingjie's "cowardly disease" relapsed, and he did not dare to let Wen Yang know that he was no longer the quiet and obedient good student he had been before. He smoked, drank, and liked men.
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Wen Yang always thought that he and Yu Xingjie would be lifelong good friends. It wasn't until he saw Yu Xingjie appearing at the door of the gay bar that he realized that the friendship he thought had deteriorated.
But... I am obviously a straight man...
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Wen Yang x Yu Xingjie
Love but don't know straight male attack × reserved, stubborn, lack of love and acceptance
Love growth/1v1/he
Purpose: Bravely fight for your right to speak in life
