Hello, Teacher D. I've been feeling "lovelorn" lately. To be precise, I should have witnessed the end of my one-man show. Two years ago, I met a boy through a dating app and had an offline relationship with him. But he told me very clearly that he didn't like me, at best he just had a crush on me. So when we met for the last time, I ran away in despair. After that, I lurked in the circle of friends like a rat in the gutter, trying to peep into a little bit of his life through the cracks. And recently, I saw that he changed the background image to a picture of a girl, and also canceled his previous dating app account. By accident, I went to a bookstore and saw her recent post. In the post, the two of them were clearly lying on the same bed, with the cute kitten they raised together. I was very frustrated. I tried to comfort myself that maybe this was all a lie. In fact, he liked me, but he was just too shy to say it. And this time I finally saw what he looks like when he really likes someone. I saw that girl was healthy and enthusiastic. Everything about her life is expensive and she has a slim figure. I felt aggrieved that I couldn't compare to her in every aspect, and I knew that female competition was the most useless thing. I believe he will like her, not only because she is superior in reality, but also because of her vigorous vitality, sociable decisiveness and wisdom. I know that I am no longer part of his life, and I don't want to disturb them, which is very distressing. I decided to record my thoughts and write a novel in diary form. Hope you can give me some advice. And I'm curious, through my current description, do you think my writing style can write a book that can resonate with people?
Concept: One-way persistence, hopeless waiting, sober but uncontrollable pain... Sincere vulnerability may be more vivid than perfect strength. I hope you dare to face and record these, and have the power to live beautifully for yourself again.
