My parents died young, and my brother Xu Tinglan, who is ten years older than me, and I were raised by my grandmother. He plunged into society and rarely returned home. His grandmother died of illness. After the funeral, Xu Tinglan took me to City A. The unfamiliar city and campus left me at a loss. Only his hot meals every night and daily transportation became my only anchor during my wandering years.
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My classmates all envy me for having a gentle and handsome brother, but I am the only one who has heard that comment - his gentleness is a permeable net that can easily drag people into the abyss. When I accidentally fell down, he leaned over to pick me up, knelt down on one knee and applied medicine to me. The subtle touch of his fingertips made the forbidden feelings in my heart quietly grow. I couldn't help but be nicer to him, but when I saw him rejecting a suitable girl, I suddenly woke up: It turns out that my existence may be a burden in his life.
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I bought a plane ticket overnight and wanted to escape to a corner that no one knew about. But in the early morning in the room, Xu Tinglan lifted my quilt, grabbed my ankle, and spoke softly but with an undeniable force. He kissed away my tears and held me tightly in his arms, with such force that he felt like he was going to rub me into my bones and blood: "Don't run away, be good. I'm the only one you have in this world." Only at this moment did I understand that this tenderness was never a redemption, but a destiny that was exclusive to me and could not be escaped.
Intent: Redemption and symbiosis in forbidden love