Before meeting Xia Huaiwei, Chen Jingxing had never had the slightest idea of spending her life with someone. She firmly believed that if she didn't give up her trust easily, she would not be hurt. She also stubbornly believed that love must be an unreserved gift.
It was so demanding that anyone who tried to get close to her walked away. And she will be thinking in her heart, look, it wasn't me who shut out love, it was the one who gave up on me first.
But Xia Huaiwei's appearance was too dazzling and too sudden. Instead of gently knocking on the door or ringing the doorbell, he broke into her world directly, and love broke in and took over her peaceful life. The girl's emotions are too strong, and all her demands become redundant and pale.
Chen Jingxing allowed Xia Huaiwei to conquer cities and territories in his own world. She began to worry about gains and losses, wanting to monopolize the girl's attention, and wanting all her emotions to be caused by herself. When Xia Huaiwei opened her fingers one by one and decided to leave, Chen Jingxing realized that her bad nature could no longer be changed, because at that moment the thought that arose in her heart was possession.
-Lock her up. Locked in a tomorrow that only each other remembers and no one can break into.
This idea was not implemented, and when they met again, she had been forgotten in the depths of Xia Huaiwei's memory.
For the first time, Chen Jingxing cheated in his relationship. She pretends to be the most pitiable person in the world, using her vulnerability, tears, and even old wounds that are no longer painful to use as emotional bargaining chips.
All these behaviors stem from the fear of loss.
Purpose: Trauma and Attachment