The four years of college are like a long and profound dream. Those simple and pure loves once made me think they would last a lifetime, until the day of graduation when we had to face our respective partings. I met her on that familiar campus, and our smiles were our most authentic memories, but as time went by, our stories had to diverge. Her smile is still warm, but our paths no longer intersect.
After graduation, life brought me from free love into the real world of blind dates. A phone call from my mother pulled me into a strange future. Blind date has become an inescapable choice for me. What was once free love and gentle farewell has now turned into cold arrangements and choices. I couldn't resist it and I didn't know how to face it.
This is a story about pure love and sadomasochism. It is a college student's transition from free love to social blind date. It records my truest emotional experience, walking through those times that I once thought were eternal, and moving towards the choices and compromises in reality. Between love and non-love, I keep wandering, looking for my own answer.
Purpose: To commemorate the lost love