When the two met for the second time, Su Muxin asked: "Do you still remember me?"
I got a cold reply from the man: "Sorry."
The expected answer made Su Muxin feel sour, but she still pretended as if nothing had happened. She felt that the days ahead were long.
...
A friend asked her: "What do you like about him? What do you like about his cold face?"
Jane's summary: love at first sight, love at first sight.
Su Muxin couldn't explain it clearly. The two met for the first time in such an unprepared situation. She had a long-lost heartbeat, so that her emotions were always affected by him.
It was not that Jin Minyan had never met a woman who was stalking her in his life of more than 20 years ago. When he was a student, some women would block him downstairs in his dormitory and confess their love in a big way, or they would be willing to be friends and accompany her silently. He had no emotion about this, and it could be said that he was not touched at all.
Someone said: "Don't you have the heart to reject a woman like this?"
He used to be able to say without expression: "What does it have to do with me."
He considers himself a cold and emotionless person. He does not need to acknowledge anyone's emotions and does not want to bear them.
Until one day...
When she came into contact with those moist eyes, Su Muxin probably felt uncomfortable, and probably wanted to cry a little bit. She bit her lower lip desperately, but her body inevitably trembled due to emotion. For the first time, Jin Minyan found it difficult to say the words in his mouth.
His hand hanging on one side moved, but in the end it couldn't be stretched out. He said hoarsely:
"Stop crying."
"I'm sorry."
…
"Rather than lies to soothe your emotions, what I want to hear more is complaints that carry your true emotions."
"I don't have the courage to bear the worst outcome, but I am greedy for every minute and every second with you."
"You don't need to have any courage to bear bad consequences, you just need to have the courage to love me."
Intention: Pay generously for your own heartbeat