Growing up in hate and love, struggling in pain, running forward soberly and firmly, there were times of confusion and anxiety, but they were all slowly accumulated in the process of growth.
The former marshal of Wu Ninghan Empire became a member of the rebel army. Is it a loss of morality or a distortion of human nature that makes a marshal give up the place and power he fought for to become a rebel hiding in the dark?
All answers will appear in the text.
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"Wu Ninghan, I hate you, I hate you so much!"
Lingge Ming looked at the man in front of him, tears fell unconsciously from his eyes, and he smiled. He didn't know whether he was glad that he was really alive, or laughing at his own miserable life.
"You are just a bastard and a liar. I will never let you go in this life, even if I become a ghost, I will still haunt you."
Wu Ninghan finally took a step slower and witnessed with his own eyes his best friend from the same year and now his mortal enemy died in front of him. His death did not make him feel happy. Amid the cheers of the crowd, he only felt empty in his heart.
Why did they end up like this? They were obviously best friends in the past.
Akira Ayaka's inner monologue
[Wu Ninghan. I hate you because you never loved me. I hate you for not loving me enough. I hate you for not loving me enough. I hate you for not understanding me enough. I hate that you don't understand me enough. I am a humble voyeur who can only long for the pity of sunshine. I am originally in the darkness and will not find the problems in it. I will even enjoy the loneliness in the darkness. But you let me see the light. I hate and fear it because I feel that the light that does not belong to me will only hurt me. Even if the sunshine shines on me, his Beauty is just poison wrapped in honey. I know exactly what I need. People like me who have been in the dark for a long time are not adapted to the light. They are just attracted by the freshness of the light. The sunlight shining on my body is so bright that my eyes are not used to it and I don't like it. I just hate what you said and can't do it. That's all. This has changed into an obsession. And why can't you just walk with me all your life, as you said, Wu Ninghan]
(The author is really in the author's comfort zone when he writes about such a twisted, tough-tongued person. Especially the moment when this person died was really great.)
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The ending is BE's, with plot as the main focus and multiple perspectives. Because the author's writing is not good, his perspective is confusing, and his IQ is not enough, please don't read it with your brain.
Most of this article is written without any basis. It's just something I wrote when I was crazy, without any thought.
Intention: It's love, it's hate. Gradually learn to let go as time goes by.