This book came about without a plan.
It grows wildly when I have energy, and is silent when I have no strength.
There may be weeks or even months of white space between pages—that's not a lack, but the necessary breathing of the book.
If you find that the narrative is suddenly interrupted, it's because I went to live; if you see the emotions switch without any transition, it's because my heart is really beating.
This is a 'non-sequential' book that respects the natural rhythms of creation, just as I learned to respect my own emotional cycles.
Purpose: Translate unspeakable experiences into language that others can understand.