At the age of sixteen, Shen Jianchen used his young shoulders to support his younger brother Shen Wangqing's world on the ruins of his father's affair with the same sex. Dropping out of school, working part-time, and counting his brother's college tuition fees in a warehouse late at night, he thought that the most important things in life were poverty and loneliness.
Until one rainy night, he realized with horror that he had the same "disgusting feeling" towards the boy he had raised as his father.
Purpose: To deeply explore the fierce conflicts between sexual orientation identity, self-acceptance and social ethics. Love itself is sinless, but how can the object and form of love be twisted into sin in a person's heart?