Alone Death Journey

For the first time, Qi Chunwei felt that his life was over, not when he got his student card from the Institute of Chemical Engineering at the age when he loved philosophy the most, but when he got a diagnosis of tumor during a physical examination after his freshman year because of a headache. The doctor said that the location of the tumor was very bad and he might not be able to recover. That was the first time he felt that he was about to die, and the first time he realized how powerless a person is before death. He hasn't started doing anything with his life yet. The most rebellious decision he made in his life was to take a journey that no one could find before the surgery. He came to Wutai Mountain, the place where Buddha's light gathered, and his pilgrimage began. Qi Chunhui met something worse than death here. Before his death, he established another bond. He fell in love with a dull photographer. Ye Xiao's first two decades were as ordinary as water. He always hid behind the camera to observe the world, a world that did not accept emotionally slow people. When he saw Qi Chunhui for the first time, a clear cracking sound came from the frozen lake in his heart. He fell in love at first sight, but he didn't realize it at all. He heard Qi Chunhui say to him: "Want to come with me?" He remembered that he agreed without hesitation. Because of Qi Chunwei, he tasted a series of emotions such as love, anxiety, sadness and despair for the first time. For the first time, he knew that he loved photography and also loved Qi Chunhui. The ice melts and the dead trees will eventually sprout. The thing he regrets most in his life is letting Qi Chunhui confess first and not discovering Qi Chunhui's illness and fear in time. But the most fortunate thing for him was that he remembered the name of the hospital on the diagnosis sheet, because there he found Qi Chunwei, who wanted to leave him to face his fate alone. On the eve of the operation, Qi Chunhui smiled and made an appointment with him about the future and a hiking trip for the two of them. Ye Xiao agreed while kissing the tears from the corners of Qi Chunhui's eyes. The fear of death is dissolved by love, but after that, there is the fear of leaving the one you love. But miracles always favor Qi Chunhui, and the operation was successful. In the summer of the second semester of my freshman year, the application form for changing majors came belatedly and was placed on the desk of the instructor in the School of Chemical Engineering. Opposite the university and on the other side of Wucheng Road, a photography exhibition is being held. The slightly famous photographer YXiao is answering questions from fans about the boy masturbating the cat in the work. Everything is new. Purpose: Redemption and growth