"In high school, I was a sensitive coward with low self-esteem. Unfortunately, so was he."
The bravest thing Song Shijing did in his life was to fill in Chen Feiming's name on the volunteer form.
The most cowardly thing Chen Feiming has ever done in his life is that he has liked Song Shijing for many years, but he only dared to secretly hold his hand in the darkness of the power outage.
One will fight to death without saying anything, and the other will pretend to be stupid until the end.
Everyone saw it, they were the only two still acting.
"When did you get together?"
"We're just friends."
"... You call this a friend?"
Three years of high school and four years of college.
They are the most tacit friends and the most timid secret admirers.
One didn't dare to say, the other didn't dare to ask.
One is afraid that they won't even be friends, and the other is afraid that the other person doesn't like boys at all.
The words that were left unsaid, the hands that were not clenched, the eyes that were not dared to look at,
Everything has become the grandest and quietest secret in youth.
Later they became undercover police officers.
Later, they met again on a mission.
And later——
He exchanged an empty gun for a bullet.
——"Happy birthday."
He spent his entire youth falling in love with someone, but ended it with a bullet.
——If he had known the outcome earlier, would he have said "I like you" when he was seventeen?
Now the two monuments stand side by side on the north slope, and the wind lanterns are always bright.
People passing by said that they often saw two young people sitting in the light, side by side, as if they were saying things that they had no time to say.
It turns out that regret is not worth missing.
It turns out that death cannot separate people who love each other.
It turns out that this time, no one of us was late.
[Reading Guide]:
1. The dull and sultry cat is attacked by the clingy and loyal dog who is a drama queen
2. Double undercover, double secret love, going both ways but missing each other
3. Don't say anything about beating anyone to death, just pretend to be stupid until the end
4. Campus daily running accounts in the early stage, blade wholesale in the later stage
5. From campus to workplace, the whole article is a slow and long-distance running
Be aesthetic warning! !
[Reading suggestions]
· Have tissues ready
· Don't watch it in the middle of the night
· Don't read the last few chapters in public
Purpose: To seek eternal reconciliation in the midst of extreme regret
