At the age of fifteen, I was already accustomed to being ignored in a family that prioritized children over adults. Until I met Yang Yu. He is a dazzling light. He comes from a good family but is overly controlled by his parents. Deep in his heart, he suppresses an ambition that is unwilling to be mediocre. He is outgoing, loyal, has the ability to "absolutely prefer" and will stand up for me without hesitation. He had seen me as a bright light in his world and a listener of secrets. I was just attracted by Yang Yu's appearance and personality, so I gradually paid attention to him and contacted him. But after I got to know him deeply, I realized that his character made me even more infatuated with him. He was the only person who could give me preference. He stood up when I was bullied, ran with me in front of everyone when she couldn't run 800 meters, and when giving out candy to everyone, others would only receive one, but I would receive a whole candy. I saw him as my salvation and saw in him the love and freedom I longed for. In order to feel comfortable and boldly express my love to him during the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, I began to study hard, and he became my only spiritual support in school. Finally, with my continuous efforts, my grade ranking successfully improved by 200 places, from the middle level to the top 100 in grade. He also successfully reached the ideal high school score line. One day during the summer vacation, I asked him to meet at the basketball court and decided to confess my feelings to him. However, a family incident caused him to break the important agreement with me. Being sensitive, I mistakenly thought that he didn't like me, so I chose to protect myself with alienation and disguise. Unexpectedly, because of a relationship I had bound on social software, he misunderstood that I had a new love. He forced himself to put it down and cast his gaze on another girl who was as cheerful and bright as the little sun. When the misunderstanding was resolved, he explained the reason for breaking the appointment and confessed his new crush. It turns out that the light that once illuminated my youth was eventually separated by insurmountable obstacles. And I can only hide this unforgettable secret love silently in my heart, becoming the most gentle regret in my youth.
Purpose: Youthful love is a grand encounter. I hope you and I can learn to speak bravely to the one we love without even knowing it, so that our youth will not leave any regrets.
