Chen Yi x Ning Li
Ning Li's confession
My lover always says that I have a heart of glass.
I knew from an early age that I could die at any moment.
At first, my parents took me to and from various places for medical treatment, but later they stopped taking me. I was very lucky, and finally I no longer had to smell the annoying smell of disinfectant in the hospital.
I know they didn't give up on me, but loved me even more.
When I was very young, I saw things that my peers had never seen before, such as majestic mountains, quiet seas, and vast grasslands. I don't know how long I can live. I just want to experience more in the limited time and see the world of a hundred years in thirty years.
While I am still alive, I will look at the faces of the people around me more and hold the hands of the people around me.
I know that day will come, and I also know that the moment I meet Chen Yi, I am destined to leave him with pain. My life may be short, but his life must be very long.
I wanted to leave something behind as much as possible, at least not so much pain.
I took out the bucket of shells and wanted to use colored acrylic pens to leave something on the back.
Hmm... What should I write about?
Thank you? Sorry?
But he doesn't need this.
I think, just leave some things I want to say, whether it's the weather, mood or other messy things, at least, he won't have a bitter crying face when he thinks of me.
I held the pen and wrote for a long time. The shells in the bucket were placed face up one by one, and there were still five shells left on the table.
Selfishly, I wrote: "I miss you so much."
Purpose: Essay