The shadow of drowning at the bottom of the river at the age of seven has haunted Lu Ningyan for two whole lives.
After her rebirth, she just wanted to stay away from Xia Fengzhi, the man who was born with the ability to read minds. He had protected her since she was a child and was paranoid to the point of madness.
He devoted everything he had to giving her his only preference, and was willing to be her shelter and harbor for the rest of her life;
But Lu Ningyan suffered from a chronic illness, his memory was incomplete and broken, and the love in his heart surged, but he was trapped by a deep cowardice, for fear that he would drag down his life.
Xia Fengzhi was able to accurately capture every hidden voice of hers. He could hear her suppressed heartbeat and helpless low self-esteem, but he could not understand her determination to retreat time and time again.
"Ning Yan, show me what's on your mind. I can bear it all." He squeezed her cold wrist tightly on a rainy night, his eyes filled with almost broken obsession.
She lowered her eyes to avoid his burning gaze, her throat was choked with sobs, and she screamed in her heart that no one dared to complain: "I am not worthy of you. My illness and disability will only ruin your life."
He could read through all the tenderness and suffering in her heart, but he could not cross the huge gap between reality.
Enthusiasm crashes into cowardice, affectionateness loses to fate, and the love that goes in both directions is exhausted after layers of negotiation.
In the long and humid evening wind of the rainy season, there is only one unspoken confession left, a life-long unsolvable love that is difficult to let go.
Rebirth | Mind Reading | Childhood Sweetheart | Paranoid Male Protagonist | BE Sadomasochism | Difficulty Feelings | Two-way Secret Love | Amnesia | Sick Female Protagonist
Purpose: 1. To explore the sense of fate of not being able to love: When love encounters the barrier between illness and reality, no matter how strong the preference is, it can't compete with the involuntary regret, and it expresses the helplessness of youth in wanting but not getting.