I fell in love with an older man who rejected me.
His name is Lu Huaixu, he is calm and rational, and he is the only "force majeure" in my life plan.
I expressed all my enthusiasm as a twenty-year-old, but he only analyzed the risks of the "eighteen-year jet lag" for me in a gentle voice, as if he was evaluating an investment that was destined to lose money.
Until I found a photo of Venice in his old book.
He was twenty-five years old, and there was an earth-shaking love in his eyes that I had never seen before.
It turns out that he was not impulsive, but that he overdrafted his once-in-a-lifetime craziness to others before I was born.
I understand.
I am not losing to age, I am losing to a past that I can never participate in.
He built a high wall of reason with his own hands to isolate me from the rest of his life.
Later, my award-winning photography exhibition caused a sensation in the city.
There is only one sentence on the title page of the portfolio: "Dedicated to the person who taught me 'stop loss'."
On the night of the celebration banquet, it is said that Mr. Shen, who has always been calm and self-possessed, sat in silence in his empty office until dawn.
He taught me reason, but I became his only impulse for the rest of his life
It turns out that after Hero Call, people really lose the courage to love again.
But I want your rational iceberg to break for me once
Intent: We shattered the illusion of perfect love, but rebuilt a complete self on the ruins.