My heart is soft when I adopt Zhuang Yu, and my heart is kind when I protect Zhuang Yu. I teach him the rules so that he will not show cowardice and lose face; I teach him the principles so that he can be used by me.
He looks like me, but he doesn't have to be me. Sending him abroad is a matter of course and a matter of course.
After going abroad for four years, when he returned home he had lost his youthful innocence and became a gentle and elegant young man, but there was an indelible sharpness hidden in his eyebrows.
At Jiuzhangtai's birthday party, he came uninvited, and his breath was hot as he bowed slightly and leaned close to his ear: "Should I call you Mr. Yan... Or - foster father?"
The tone was respectful, but the heat that struck my eyes was unconcealed.
He always pestered me for the truth, but telling the truth was too cruel and bloody. I was worried that if he knew it, the two of us would never be able to get back together, so I chose to hide it.
His approach is too hot, first it is the only fire in the ice and snow. If you get close, you will get warmth and you will get burned. But if you stay away, you will be immersed in the cold and you will lose yourself.
I pushed him away, longing for his proximity.
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Zhuang Yu has only been obsessed with two things in his life:
First, become someone who stands shoulder to shoulder with Yan Sa,
Second, let Yan Sa belong to him alone.
Reading Guide
1. The year is under attack, the two are 8 years apart, strong, the text is in third person
2. The foster father Shou (Yan Sa), who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, has a hard mouth and a soft heart VS the adopted son Gong (Zhuang Yu), who is hot on the outside and cold on the inside.
3. The relationship between the two people did not exceed the boundary before the relationship was dissolved.
Intention: Break the shackles with persistence, and overcome the disaster by staying together.