Chen Shubai & Chen Yanchun
Mental illness & fantasy of physical assault
The first acquaintance with Chen Yanchun began in the back mountain where his pet was buried.
For 17-year-old Chen Shubai, the world is gray, but Chen Yanchun is like an untimely light. With innocence and innocence that is ignorant of the world, he forcefully squeezed into Chen Shubai's world.
He would tell Chen Shubai: He can make a lamp without using so much force; he can cry loudly, because that does not mean weakness, but courage.
From then on, Chen Shubai's world had a person who was always outspoken and could not get rid of the "dog skin plaster" no matter how hard he shook it off, and there was also a pair of strong hands that could always hold him in time when he was stuck in an emotional quagmire.
The first kiss on the beach, mixed with the salty sea breeze and the greenness, was proof that the relationship between the two was getting closer, and it was Chen Shubai's tens of millions of trust and dependence on Chen Yanchun.
There are too many doubts about Chen Yanchun, but Chen Shubai can pretend not to see it, he can choose not to delve into it, he can deceive himself and others, but he cannot live without Chen Yanchun.
He originally thought that he would spend his whole life stumbling with Chen Yanchun like this.
Until the illusion of "calm and calm" on the surface was broken, until he was labeled as "mentally ill" and sent to a mental hospital...
After failing the spring exam, the increasing pressure from reality forced him to lose control.
The price of losing control is "losing" Chen Yanchun.
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There is snow in front of the court, and spring is coming late.
Love is an illusion, you are reality.
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It is a relatively plain and long-flowing article.
1V1 double clean
Content warning: Involves real-life issues such as original family trauma, depression, and psychological treatment.
Purpose: Love others first, love yourself first
