"Dear "Qingyun""
I spent ten years falling in love with a "perfect" lie.
——It turns out that the only truth about marriage is to become a stuntman in your life.
1
When Ji Songyu signed the divorce agreement, he suddenly remembered that sunny afternoon ten years ago.
Xie Qingyun——turned back to him by the window of the library and smiled:
"My name is Qing Yun, Qing Qing Qing, Riguang Yun. This is the name I gave myself."
That was the first time Ji Songyu knew that someone could use a name to complete a grand self-salvation.
But he didn't understand at the time that the price of this redemption would be paid by him in the most cruel way ten years later.
2
Xie Chengyang wrote the first line of imitation record in his diary:
"July 15th, sunny. Qingyun is used to turning pens with her left hand, and she bites the right side of her lower lip when thinking. She was almost exposed three times today."
He added calmly: "Ji Songyu didn't seem to notice."
As the twin brother of "Xie Chengan" who was neglected since childhood, Xie Chengyang spent twenty years jealous of his younger brother's healthy body, and spent another ten years learning to become him.
The family said: This is for profit.
The doctor said: This is for stability.
But no one knew that when Ji Songyu hugged him unconsciously late at night and whispered "Qingyun", Xie Chengyang hoped for the first time that he could really become the person favored by the sun.
Ten years later, in the hospital corridor, Ji Songyu held the terminal illness diagnosis certificate and the newly declassified medical file in his other hand.
Two names are listed side by side:
Xie Qingyun (former name: Xie Chengan) - was seriously injured in a car accident and was transferred overseas for treatment. The prognosis is unknown.
Xie Chengyang - Psychological evaluation: There is severe identity cognitive impairment, and isolation treatment is recommended.
On his marriage certificate, the first name is written in the spouse column.
Beside his pillow, sleeping was a second name.
4
The truth is a shattered mirror.
Ji Songyu saw in it——
The "Qingyun" who held an umbrella for him on the university campus had eyes as bright as stars.
The "husband" who became increasingly depressed after marriage began to hate everything he touched.
The two images slowly overlapped in the memory, and finally opened an unbridgeable gap:
It turns out that the two people he loved were not the same person from beginning to end.
In the last three months of his life, Ji Songyu did three things:
First, I flew to the other side of the Pacific and took a look at the real Xie Qingyun from a distance outside the cafe - he was pushing a stroller and had a strange ring on his ring finger.
Second, return to the empty wedding room and package ten years of medical records, financial anomalies, and two love letters with completely different handwriting into a document called "Proof of Existence."
Third, set a timer to send: 24 hours after his heart stops, this document will appear in the mailboxes of the boards of directors of the two companies and the inboxes of three investigative media at the same time.
And Xie Chengyang was in the isolation ward of the mental hospital, facing the blurred glass, still practicing the smile he could never learn.
He has become a prisoner, but he does not know that the key to the prison has been swallowed by himself as early as the day he decided to become another person.
6
Many years later, Xie Qingyun returned to his hometown after recovering his memory.
He stood in front of Ji Songyu's tomb for a long time. There was no photo on the tombstone, only a line of words:
"Those who sleep here have used their lives to prove that Xie Qingyun existed."
As the sea breeze blew, he suddenly remembered the young man who said "I want to remember you" to him in the library many years ago.
It turns out that someone really spent his whole life to fulfill a promise as light as a feather.
But the way to cash it out is to sacrifice yourself.
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"Do you want to continue to love that familiar stranger, or find that strange lover?"
"When the person next to you turns into an exquisite lie, do you choose to sleep, or ignite yourself and illuminate the truth?"
CP: Awake to Death·Truth Seeker·Ji Songyu VS Double Lost·Self-Prisoner·Xie Chengyang/Proved by Love·Ontology of Existence·Xie Qingyun
A cruel deconstruction of identity, memory and existence, three lonely souls trapped in the name of "love".
Intention: The essence of love is proof
