At nine o'clock in the evening, he was eating dinner alone at a roadside stall with a lot of thoughts and a lonely look in his eyes.
Since his father fell ill, he has been working overtime in the factory every day. Because he needs money now. As long as he has money, his father can go to the hospital to receive better treatment. As long as he has money, his father can not suffer from pain. He knew very well in his heart that the hospital would treat a rich bad person, but it would not treat a good person without money. If he has no money to treat his father, how can he be worthy of his father's love for him since childhood? In the past, he looked at money very indifferently, but now he deeply realizes that money is so important.
Ever since his father became ill, he has become indifferent to Qingya. He originally felt that he was not worthy of Qingya, and he didn't want to drag her down when his family suffered such a change. If he told her everything he was suffering now, she would definitely share his pain and misfortune with him, but he didn't want to drag her down.
He sat there, thinking a lot in his heart. I thought that I was almost thirty years old, I had not made any money, and my life was in a mess. Not only can I not take good care of my parents, but I also feel sorry for myself. Moreover, he has to lose the person he loves most. In the face of life and reality, he is so incompetent and unbearable. He never thought his life would be such a failure. Thinking about it, he burst into tears.
Intention: Without emotional support, people may fall at any time.