I thought desire was just a brief yaw,
But I didn't expect it to become a chronic drowning.
On one side is a lover who has been with me for many years,
On one side are people who know the danger but can't let go.
Lies, guilt, and jealousy are intertwined into daily life,
I asked myself again and again at night in a foreign country——
If I had to do it over again, would I really do better?
But there are no ifs in life.
Intention: Only by facing desires and weaknesses can we be responsible for our choices.