Zhang Ray's friendliness is an indiscriminate warmth, treating everyone with just the right amount of gentleness, but it becomes the only salvation for Qi Yi, who lacks love and is paranoid.
He regarded her casual concern as preference and her polite avoidance as shyness. In the fantasy of mental deviation, he constructed a "love relationship" that no one knew about. It wasn't until she passed away due to illness that the self-directed and self-acted love collapsed, leaving him to sink in endless regret.
Unexpectedly reborn and returned to the first year of high school, ginkgo leaves were still falling on the playground. 19-Year-old Zhang Lei was holding a schoolbag with frayed edges, and the clarity between his eyebrows and eyes was clear that had not been eroded by illness. Qi Yi clung to this hard-won opportunity to come back, and with crazy obsession and confused "past memories", he desperately approached her - he remembered every bit of "them" and the tenderness of "her", but he didn't know that all this was just a fantasy born of his lack of love.
But when the cracks in his memory completely exploded, and those fictional sweet pasts were shattered into powder, Qi Yicai was shocked to realize that his love had been a one-man show from beginning to end. Guilt and low self-esteem instantly swallowed him up. He did not dare to get close to the girl who was disturbed by his paranoia, and could only choose to escape in embarrassment.
Until one day, Zhang Ray stopped him as he turned to leave, with a serious look on his face: "Then I really had no discernment in my previous life, so I didn't choose you."
Intention: Paranoid fantasies are finally resolved by gentleness, and rebirth of obsession leads to a two-way journey.