I rescued Chen Shuo and became friends with him for fifteen years.
From the stranger who turned my back when we first met, to the sweetheart who shared a secret base, he was the only light in my gloomy childhood.
I know I shouldn't keep this light to myself. So when he said, "You're my best brother," I swallowed all the love that crossed the line.
Until reality threw the ending in front of me - he walked to the bride in a dress, or held another man's hand.
I couldn't help but wonder, what if?
What if I confessed my love then?
What if after being rescued after diving thirty meters deep, I would continue the kiss that I shared while dying from drowning?
What if I hadn't cut off contact with him and moved away?
Would the ending have been different?
Or, no matter how hard I struggled, I was just wandering on a dead end road that could not lead to him.
I was ready to burn my whole life for him, but I never even had the warmth of being close to him.
[Reading Tips: Second person main perspective/less realistic realistic/a lot of introverted psychological descriptions/not cool writing/multiple BE branch endings]
[Gloomy gay × sunny straight man, under the age of 18, bent on straight love]
Intention: Love is kindness and optimism