Attacking and receiving are no different from others, so much so that the whole sect thinks that attacking is a ruthless way, but in fact attacking and receiving is just restrained love (of course, sometimes it is not restrained). And Shou didn't know when he fell in love with Gong, he only knew that he liked Gong and would never leave him; he only knew that his heart softened when faced with Gong's coquettishness again and again.
"A soft heart is a disease."
"For you, being soft-hearted is a disease, but for me, I don't think so. I think your soft-heartedness is because God has given you a heart of love for all things. It will not be as cold and emotionless as the stone tools."
Gong is afraid of being disliked by him, and even deliberately dislikes, alienates, and deliberately avoids him because of this. He didn't care whether Shou liked him or not, so he buried this love deep in his heart.
"I buried my love deep in my heart. When I thought this love would not be discovered, it wasn't until you broke into my heart and dug out the love that I had buried deep in my heart that I was sure that you liked me too."
"Master, I love you so much. It's not just a whim, it's a long-lasting kind. I want to spend my life with you."
"With me, you don't have to be sure whether I love you, because as long as I am still here, my heart will always beat for you."
Intention: sudden inspiration