Rule 1: You are the student and she is the teacher.
Rule 2: Please refer to Rule 1.
I spent my entire youth learning and abiding by all this, until that moment when I couldn't bear it anymore.
I reached out and grabbed her.
This is not an impulse, this is the only answer I give back to those two rules.
I spent my entire youth writing an undeliverable love letter.
I try my best to become a slightly special student in your memory.
Intention: To metaphorize unspeakable love as the pathology and resonance of life.