He Said, My Love Is Valued Too High

[Awakening·Growth Counterattack·Real World] I thought we were in resonance, but he gave me a brutal performance review. My name is Lin Shen. I once firmly believed that there is a gift between people that is more precious than love - it is called "sincerity". When he was sick and vulnerable, I guarded him all night long and gave him unreserved care. We talked about literature, philosophy, and shared those soul-trembling moments late at night. I thought it was meeting a close friend in the mountains and flowing water, a piece of snow that cannot be tarnished in this utilitarian world. Until that sudden, long silence. After he fell silent, with what I thought was a gentle smile, he launched into a bone-chilling ultimate interrogation of me: future plans, city to settle in, life blueprint... Every question was like assessing the feasibility report of a "life partner". At that moment I was shocked and shocked. In his eyes, the hot sincerity I held out was just a list of "emotional value" and "quality of companionship" that needed to be strictly reviewed. The deep connection that I regard as a treasure is, to him, just an investment called "intimacy" that requires controlling the risk-benefit ratio. It turned out that he had already set up the examination room for me. And I didn't see my identity as a "candidate" clearly until the test paper was handed out. In the anonymous posts in Shudong, countless people told me: "He is just raising fish/You shouldn't cross the line/It's because you don't understand the rules of the adult world." But I know it's not. What hurts me is not being "selected", but my sincerity, which has been put into another completely unfamiliar calculation program by him from the beginning. Those long late-night conversations, the mutual support during illness, the resonance of souls... Everything has been recoded, valued, and scored. So, in extreme clarity and pain, I completed the ultimate judgment of myself. Silently, I tore up the evaluation form he had prepared for me, which had "high value, low burden, and high compatibility" written all over it. Then, I got up and left the interview room he had carefully arranged called "Love". From there, he evaluates his world. And I will rebuild my mountains and rivers in a way that he can never understand. Reading Guide * The atypical wife-chasing crematorium is the lonely breakout and self-reconstruction of an idealist in a utilitarian world. * Extremely clear-eyed reality analysis, analyzing the fierce conflict between two values. Not tearing apart the third party, only tearing apart the cold essence under the gorgeous robe. * The focus is not "will he regret it", but "how can I learn to believe in spring again in the ruins". "I walked towards you bravely, but found myself standing at your assessment table. Then, my departure is my only answer to this interview." Purpose: If intimacy were a large-scale real-person interview, I would be the free person who never submits a resume.