Shen Ran always thought that as long as she escaped from Chaoge, a small northern town that always smelled of soot, she could get rid of her mother's suffocating love and the humble thoughts that grew in the dark. Later she got her wish and stood in the rain in Edinburgh. However, when she drew the snow in her hometown in a cafe in a foreign country, she realized that she had never really left. In her youth, there lived two completely different teenagers. One is Lin Zhiyi, he is the unruly bright color in the studio, and he is the person who handed her scalding brown sugar water in the cold abandoned factory. He taught her to rebel and to draw brilliant light even on a dark background. One is Chen Xu. He is the silent figure under the streetlight at six o'clock in the morning. He is the top student who always walks two meters behind her and helps her push her bicycle. He taught her restraint and maintained a decent order in her chaotic youth. Many years later, the rain in Edinburgh is still pouring. Shen Ran finally understood that the price of growth is not loss, but acceptance. Accept the less brave self, accept the unrequited love, and accept the imperfect family of origin.
We will eventually find ourselves
Purpose: In the regrets and pains of youth, learn to reconcile with your original family, chase your dreams, and achieve self-salvation and growth