Hey and Ex-Teacher Can't Do This Kind of Thing, Right? !

#Forgetmenot typhoon Typhoon passing through. Linjiang briefly experienced a cool breeze in the summer, but it was still enveloped in a pocket of water vapor, blowing on the body. Damp stained. Feeling uncomfortable all over. The paper lost its crispness in the overwhelming humidity and felt soft, almost like a napkin. This city on the river has always been like this. Ling Wu had long been used to it. But it stopped raining this afternoon, and the sky was washed away by the heavy rain for several days. It was gray and made people feel panicked and depressed. She wanted to find something to relieve her boredom. There are no good movies to watch recently, and I don't want to watch old movies... Variety show? No, no, there are a bunch of celebrities that she doesn't like working in various variety shows, and she doesn't want to see those people. Reading is no good either... My neck has been hurting a lot these past two days, and the paper has been soaked, making it uncomfortable to turn over. She held the doll in her arms in boredom, nestled on the sofa, and stared at a point in the void in a daze. "So boring..." Su Yan came out of the kitchen with a bowl of cut mangoes and placed it in front of her: "Sweet." Ling Wu turned her face and looked at him for two seconds, then opened her mouth and stopped moving. Su Yan: "?" Ling Wu: "Ah——" "..." I'm used to you. He picked through the bowl, picked out a smaller piece with his fork, and stuffed it into her mouth. I also ate a piece by the way. "Go and take a nap?" Su Yan suggested, "I have nothing to do, I just want to catch up on some sleep." She grabbed the doll rabbit's ears and shook her head: "I can't sleep at night now... It's almost three o'clock." "Then just sit like this." Lingwu pursed his lips, threw himself on the back of the sofa, and the back of his head sank deeply into the fabric: "What are you doing? I can't think of it." He held the mango chunks in his mouth and thought for a while: "There are two more mangoes. Here is the half bag of sago left over. How about making sago juice." She hummed half-heartedly. "... Do you want to eat?" "Eat it," Ling Wu tilted his head and said, his hair hanging down along the movement, "but let me tell you in advance that I am not responsible for it." Su Yan: "Do you think I dare to let you into the kitchen?" Ling Wu: "That must be something you wouldn't dare to do." He poked her bulging cheek: "That's okay. I'm going to cook sago, and you can find something to do to pass the time. It won't take long." After saying that, he put the bowl into her hand, leaned over and kissed her on the lips, stood up and prepared to work in the kitchen. Lingwu poked a piece of mango in aggrieved tone: "Don't pinch your face too much. If you pinch it too much, you will drool when you sleep." He laughed and said, "That's a baby. Are you a baby?" "I am a minor, referred to as a child." "I'm not yet underage," Su Yan turned his head and smiled, "Did you pinch me too much?" She consciously kept her mouth shut. Then she made a surrender gesture and signaled him to make afternoon tea quickly. She was very greedy. As a result, she called her brother again on the way. "Do you have any pellets at home?" "What little balls." "Just that kind of..." Ling Wu tried hard to think of the right words to describe it, "Yuanxiao without fillings? I want to put some in." Su Yan watched her think for a long time and came to an unfortunate conclusion: "No. I finished cooking the ice powder last time and didn't buy it. I said I would buy it next time." Woo. She wanted to eat it so much. The cold little meatballs dipped in the sweet soup are so refreshing... The air conditioner is turned on in the loft, which is cool enough. But without this kind of snack, I always feel that there is something missing compared to the complete "summer". Woo. He went to the room to get his cell phone and looked through the supermarkets around him: "Order takeout? You can get there in about half an hour." Just as Ling Wu was about to agree, he turned around and saw the extremely gloomy sky outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and he felt a little worried. She said hesitantly: "But it's probably going to rain again soon... The clouds are so thick. I don't know when the wind will blow and it will rain again. It may not be delivered..." None of them like ordering takeout in extreme weather. Although if I don't order, others will order, and the delivery people also need orders to make money, but I always feel unbearable. Staying comfortably at home, you have to see with your own eyes how others come and go. Only when it is absolutely necessary, such as being sick and unable to go out or there is really no one within a short distance, will you take the time to place an order and give the delivery person something as a subsidy when it is delivered. Su Yan was also worried about this. He also wanted to persuade her to stop eating. Before the words came out, Lingwu suddenly jumped up excitedly as if he had been given a shot of chicken blood: "There is a supermarket in front of the community. Isn't it too late to buy it now?" Su Yan blinked and looked at her. He muttered to himself for a while: "You really want to eat..." Ling Wu: "Huh?" Su Yan: "It's nothing. It should be barely enough time." "Then why are you waiting?" She put the bowl on the coffee table, dropped the rabbit and ran away. She grabbed a coat from the room and rushed out, "Otherwise it will rain soon!" He followed her to the door, glanced at the entrance cabinet, and asked, "Don't you want an umbrella?" Ling Wu turned over a pair of hole-in-the-wall shoes and put them on. Hearing this, he said to him without raising his head: "Bringing an umbrella will only hinder my speed in racing against the rain." "…………" When did you become such a middle-class kid? How come I don't know. Infected by Xia Yu? Or Xia Zhiye? I'll beat them both to death when school starts. While complaining in his mind about how he could do such stupid things with her, Su Yan resignedly changed his shoes and closed the door she hurriedly pushed open. But there is a reason why I like her. It's also because her wild and even incomprehensible ideas are completely different from her own attitude of preferring to live a peaceful life. Even... Let him also want to be someone outside the rules. The wind is stronger than at noon. The clouds are like a thick curtain, slowly rolling down on the world with the movement of an invisible hand. It was so heavy that it fell thousands of feet into the sky. The trees beside the road swayed their branches and quarreled in the wind: this side occupied the other side's territory, and the other side knocked off the leaves here. The two of them were like drunken lunatics. After coming out of the unit building, they ran against the wind all the way, their hair was messed up and their clothes flew off. They didn't care about image or demeanor at all - occasionally they were forced to run 50 meters or 100 meters at school, but they never worked so hard. In the end, they both crashed into the door curtain of the small supermarket. Su Yan supported the wall to calm his heartbeat. He was so tired that he was out of breath. His sports watch vibrated, indicating that his heart rate was now soaring. The usually pale face was stained with crimson, which spread from the neck to the end of the eyes. It was completely different from the usual pure look. I have never done this before... In addition to being tired, it is also exciting. Ling Wu didn't even bother to stand, so he simply fell on top of him, causing him to stagger. The owner of the small supermarket looked like a lucky cat. He was swiping his mobile phone with a smile: "Come to take shelter from the rain? There is an umbrella at the door. If you two want to leave, hurry up, lest it rains too hard and you can't get home!" Su Yan casually wiped the slight sweat from his forehead, took off his coat and hung it on his arm. She still moaned and didn't want to move. "It's not about taking shelter from the rain." He looked at the culprit who was paraplegic on top of him and smiled, feeling a little helpless. "I was pulled out to soak in the rain." "... Huh?" The boss couldn't understand the young man's brain circuit. Running out to get wet in the rain during a typhoon? Is it so difficult to think about it? Or is this some new interest? Alas, there is a generation gap. Lingwu was still moaning after being turned twice by him. "Brother, let me rest for a while. Damn... My lungs hurt and my throat hurts..." "That's not what you want to do," Su Yan mercilessly helped him up, half-supporting and half-pushing him, "Hurry up and get it, it's going to rain soon." "Woo..." She braced herself and sighed. Then he nimbly crawled through the shelves and went straight to the freezer, rummaged around, looked left and right, and found several bags of frozen meatballs in a corner. He picked up a bag and ran out. "That's it?" The boss scanned the barcode, "Ten yuan, WeChat Alipay?" Su Yan had already called up the payment code in advance and handed it to him. After paying, he locked the screen of his phone and threw it into his pants pocket. "You really don't want an umbrella?" The boss howled behind them. Ling Wu turned around and waved his hand: "It's too late to run back!" Plunge into the wind. Getting lower and lower. The extremely threatening clouds hung thickly above the head, and a few drizzles of rain fell from in front of and behind me. The bricks on the sidewalk are becoming speckled. "Do you think you can catch up?" Ling Wu ran against the wind and asked the person next to her who she had dragged out to go wild with her. The sound was blown to pieces in the wind. Su Yan glanced at her: "Be careful when you speak again." "I'm sorry," she said with some pride, "Ever since I was little, I've always had special skills, running and chatting." He ignored her. The sycamore leaves fluttered in circles in the air, and the wind rolled up the scattered sycamore catkins evenly. What was coming towards me was far more than that. That's crazy. Su Yan thought. Why on earth would he allow her to do such a crazy thing. I felt fine just now, but now I suddenly realized: It's too easy to get sick if you get caught in the rain after running like this. Although it is summer vacation, being sick for two days will not have any major impact. But it's uncomfortable and not good for your health. He glanced in her direction with some concern, and found that this person's face was full of excitement, and she was only enjoying the extreme pleasure brought by the adrenaline rush. Maybe you are still enjoying the strong wind and the touch of the wind carrying water splashing on your body. "..." Just be whatever you want with love. If you are not crazy now, then you will be crazy. I can't be bothered by being sick anymore, that's something I'll talk about later, I don't bother to worry about it now. He is also just a minor. Boom! Blazing white light flashed across the sky! One way, two ways... Zhang Yang domineeringly occupied most of the sky, and the gloomy afternoon was illuminated like the sun and the moon. Heaven and earth resonate. Without giving the world any time to react, huge raindrops poured down, crackling on the ground that had not been dried by the heat wave, and pools of water accumulated again. At that moment, there was only the march played by the raindrops in my ears, and people seemed to be dancing with it. Ling Wu was stunned when he felt the raindrops hitting his body. Before he could speed up, a coat that still contained body heat and smell was draped over his head, completely covering the lightning. "...?" Su Yan held up his coat, bent his eyes and smiled: "Fortunately, I brought it with me. Sure enough, I still missed it... Hurry up, otherwise it will get soaked too." The faint smell of wine and the aroma of grass and wood harmoniously blend and linger, making people involuntarily immersed in it and want to be wrapped in this unique taste. His eyes were shining with light, full of tenderness like rain overflowing from the clouds. Inexhaustible and inexhaustible. She blinked her eyelashes that were wet from the rain and slowed down, as if she wanted to see him more clearly at this moment. Immediately afterwards, he clasped his left hand firmly, intertwined his fingers, and continued to run home through the rain curtain. The puddles exploded into brilliant flowers under the hurried footsteps. It screamed and splashed away, then became as gentle as broken jade and fell softly to the wet ground, melting and soaking. The reflections that appeared dripping and broken under the water ripples jumped from here to there, rushing forward against the wind and waves, but the madness unique to the sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy was as clear as the sound of rain in his ears, and was not blurred at all. The raindrops are greedy for the embrace of the earth, falling at a very fast speed, pulling out a long silver thread in the air that is riddled with holes, and tying it on the coat above the head. Soon he successfully invaded the cramped space below. The beating made both of them feel a chill on their heads. Su Yan gasped and asked her with a smile: "Are you feeling good?" Ling Wu didn't hear clearly: "What the hell? The wind is too strong——" He slapped her and pushed her into the foyer of the unit building. Fortunately it's not that far... I live next to the small gate, and it's only a few steps into the community. Any longer and they will turn into drowned rats. Su Yan picked up the wet coat, shook off the water droplets, and asked her again: "Let me tell you, are you happy? You have been crazy for a long time." Ling Wu took off a rubber band from his wrist, gathered up the wet hair on the back of his head, and tied it into a small braid: "That should be enough. I don't really want to race against the rain again in the short term." He deliberately teased: "Bring an umbrella?" She nodded solemnly: "Even if it hinders my speed, I have to take it with me, because I don't plan to run away. Oh, come home quickly. I need to take a shower, change clothes and eat something - my brother is gone, hurry up. It's a bit cold in wet clothes - I'm going to lose my breath. I have a stomachache -" Su Yan was pushed and pushed towards the elevator by her. "Didn't you say that you never lose your breath while talking while running?" "I didn't say anything in the second half, so I lost my temper, can't I!" Ling Wu shouted angrily behind him. Su Yan: "..." That's okay too. Bite. Drop. Ling Wu was slumped against the elevator wall like a boneless person. She couldn't care less about whether it was dirty or not. She just wanted to take a shower and get into bed and wait for her brother to prepare the food and bring it to her to eat. The small car was filled with water vapor so thick it was dripping down, and the humid rainy season unscrupulously invaded every corner that was meant for people to breathe. Not just the smell of rain followed by the wind. There are also those who escaped from wet clothes. ——The elevator goes slowly, and they live on the 30th floor. It takes a while to go up. Finally, after the thrilling escape, Su Yan had the time to see what the fool opposite him had become as a result of his clever ideas. Once you see it, you can't take your eyes away. He is not someone who likes to appreciate women from a male perspective, whether it is facial features, body shape, or social value; on the contrary, he hates objectifying them. But he had to admit it. The way Ling Wu looked now could easily make him think of some dirty things. What's more... The loose white shirt she was wearing was wetted piece by piece by the rain, and the dark marks that spread were like the kiss marks left by the rain god after caressing his creation. The clothes clung to her body wetly, outlining her almost perfect body curves. Why are you wearing dark underwear today... His ears turned red and he looked away slightly. You can even see the outline... Because of the heat, Ling Wu casually unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt, and the rugged collarbone spread from the open part to the almost semi-transparent clothes, sinking into the sides of the shoulders and neck. The soft black hair lies softly on the top of the head, and the curve at the end catches the crystal water droplets and trembles. She brushed her bangs without realizing it, and the light flowed along the high bridge of her nose, from her eyebrows to her red lips, and then to her smooth jawline, and finally fell to the ground under the weight. Broken into thousands of pieces. Just like the raindrops outside the building. Bite. The thirtieth floor has arrived. Ling Wu raised his feet and was about to walk out, but found that Su Yan was still there without moving. He turned around and looked in confusion: "Brother?" Then she met his hot gaze. He took in a sharp breath as if awakening from a dream, then paused at a certain stage and stopped moving. He lowered his eyes and walked out behind her. ... What are you doing? Why is it so strange all of a sudden? Possessed? Ling Wu looked confused and had no idea what was going on in Su Yan's mind. He stupidly carried Xiao Wanzi, an important person who had almost been forgotten, and opened the door with his fingerprint. "Oh shit..." The cold wind blown by the air conditioner made her cry out in surprise, "It's so cold. I'm going to take a shower..." How could Su Yan give her a chance? Without saying a word, he threw the shoes, grabbed the small meatballs, opened the freezer and threw them in, then closed the door and arrested the person in one go! Without giving anyone time to react, Ling Wu pressed Ling Wu against the cold refrigerator door. One hand touched the side of her neck to feel her constant pulse. The other hand grabbed her chin mercilessly and lowered her head to kiss her. Lingwu fell deeper and deeper into the kiss. She fell into the quagmire, and the harder she struggled, the faster she suffocated, so she simply gave up resistance and allowed him to snatch her right to breathe. Unlike most of the time, Su Yan slowly teased and invaded gently but without resistance; he directly skipped the step of overlapping lips, forcefully opened her teeth, and drove straight in, with overwhelming force. She could only retreat step by step. Lips and teeth entangled, tongue tips touching. Waves of non-stop electricity rushed through her limbs, burning her bones into charred and brittle pieces. Even the slightest touch would make her brittle from head to toe. The hair on Su Yan's forehead rested on her face, wet and cold, seeming to be persistently awakening her remaining sanity. "Brother..." The only answer she received was the sound of water. From behind the window, from in front of you. Lingwu pushed his shoulder with difficulty, and said vaguely during the break when he leaned in to kiss him: "Brother... Let me change clothes first... Um..." Su Yan held her slender waist firmly, and his narrow eyes opened a crack, then closed indifferently. "Brother..." "There's no rush," he reluctantly let go and looked at her deeply, "I'll clean up the dirt on the floor, and I'll provide you with logistical services if you want... It's no big deal." Ling Wu: "…………" What kind of logistics do I want? What kind of logistics do I want? Damn it, I feel so uncomfortable wearing these wet clothes. Aren't you uncomfortable? Brother, I need to take a bath. I need to change my clothes. The rain is so dirty. I haven't put on my slippers yet. What are you doing—— He laughed deeply, and a light flashed in his eyes, like the wavy moon in the ripples of the rainy season. Su Yan kissed the corner of her already red lips, reached behind her knees with his right hand, and lifted her into his arms. "Su Yan——!" Ling Wu exclaimed and immediately hugged his neck tightly. He smiled mischievously: "Why don't you call me brother?" ... Of course I would scream if it worked, but it would be useless if I screamed! ! ! Ling Wu was so full of complaints that he couldn't express them. The smile in Su Yan's eyes grew stronger and stronger, as if the branches of the sycamore tree were growing wildly in midsummer, covering her whole summer in just a moment. He carried the person into the bathroom and kicked the door shut. "Then I'll help you take a bath." Typhoons come and typhoons go. Wind and rain kiss this world, taking away life, but also bringing new life. Memory stops after the storm. It seems to have escaped this baptism, which is both a blessing and a curse. But can the old life adapt to the new life?

# Fragments of the past This was before we were together Ling Wu had something very subtle about Su Yan that she didn't notice. Su Yan knew that she liked Ling Wu. ———————————————— Ling Wu was very reluctant when it came to dividing the work. You are really digging a hole for yourself. However, the big boss was not a manly woman, so she couldn't let Su Yan seduce him, so she had to come in person to stall for time. The two of them were traveling abroad, and the boss, who was having a good time, called and told them that they had a temporary assignment at the hotel where they were staying. The two of them probably won't be able to kill the other side and may be counter-attacked. Now they are deploying manpower to rush here. They have to find a way to keep the guests who are about to leave the hotel. Ling Wu: "..." How about we make a deal and I kill you and you give me my vacation? Su Yan didn't have any reaction after hearing this. He just silently took out the dismantled gun from his luggage and sat on the bedside to assemble it. She held the tablet and pondered the target's preferences, then suddenly asked Su Yan: "Do you think a patient who is suffering from a cold will drink alcohol?" He glanced at her. Isn't this nonsense? Su Yan: "Don't even think about getting drunk... He doesn't like alcohol very much to begin with. What's more, he's going to negotiate a contract. How could he be tricked into drinking so easily." Ling Wu: "... Oh, I'll just ask. After all, it's always been my rule not to betray someone's appearance without betraying it." She struggled with the door for a long time, and finally made up her mind to turn the door handle and face the oncoming storm. A small positioning chip was temporarily sewn into the inner layer of the suspender pajamas, hidden under the edge of the lace, and couldn't be seen without looking closely at the light. Su Yan looked at the deliberately fake wet marks on her body, rubbed her ears calmly, and said nonchalantly: "I will tell them how to deal with it. Don't worry, it will only take about an hour." She responded casually and called him again before pushing the door open. It was just a few lip-syncs. ——After all, the more evidence left behind, the more difficult it will be for the organization to clean it up. After speaking, Ling Wu smiled with his eyes bent, turned around and left. "Xu Qiqing prefers the type who refuses but welcomes him... The kind who actively seeks him out but keeps saying he doesn't want to. Where did all this information come from..." Ling Wu used her hair to cover up the Bluetooth headset and stayed in a corner of the hotel garden to listen to his chatter. She moved the ice cubes in the quilt out of boredom: "Ask the lady. These people can do anything to achieve their goals, and it's even easier to find some information. When did the bastard come down? It's so cold." "He's out of the room, don't worry." "I'm in a hurry." "..." Ling Wu sighed. If this continues, all the water I poured will dry up. Leaning lazily against the bar, she looked at the people coming and going. The smell of rotten and luxurious alcohol floated in the air. There may be a fruit of sin behind everyone. There may be more than one. She and Su Yan were once innocent. In order to survive, they had already had more than a dozen lives on their hands, but this was just the beginning of their lives. How many apples will be produced from the bones? "Coming." Su Yan saw from the surveillance camera that he walked out of the elevator, said hello to the gorgeous waiter at the door, and then walked into the top garden. Xu Qiqing is not a famous boss. Instead, more transactions involve gray areas, making a lot of money behind the scenes. None of the people present seemed to recognize him. They were chatting and laughing as the man passed by and walked to the bar to place an order. Average looking. Also a bit ugly. Ling Wu stared at him for two seconds and narrowed his eyes. He walked straight to the bar, looking a little panicked - after all, he had killed a lot of people just now, and there was a lot of movement. It was precisely because of this that the boss received an urgent order from a regular customer, asking him to kill the man who had just burned his own brother to death. I don't know anything about my impending death, I'm just inexplicably panicking because of my sins. "A glass of iced orange juice with lemon," Xu Qiqing said in a deep voice, "Oh, I really like drinking it like this. I wonder if I will feel better after drinking it." The bartender smiled politely and said, "I hope you won't be disappointed." The bartender at the bar has been temporarily replaced by the organization. She knocked on the glass table, took off the earphones with her left hand, threw them into the unfinished wine, and then lay down. The bartender and Xu Qiqing were both attracted by the slight movement and turned around. The second he saw the figure next to him, his pupils tightened instantly, and he scanned her whole body without blinking. The lights in the garden were not too dark, and the thin silk pajamas on her body could almost be penetrated by the light, revealing her smooth and sexy body curves. The low-hanging collar exposed her plump vagina, which even clung to her body because of the water, making it thrillingly seductive. The waist is so thin that it can be held by one hand. Below are the slender legs, wearing only a pair of white hotel slippers, with ankles dangling restlessly; above are the deep-set collarbones, with a plain silver necklace hanging around the neck, glowing under the lamp. It was those eyes that probably led him into the trap first. Because Ling Wu was half-lying on the bar, he couldn't see clearly her expression or her complete face, but he thought those eyes were so beautiful. So beautiful that it can pierce the heart and bloom into a blood-red flower. "Hello...?" She tilted her head and smiled, her words sticky and glutinous, as if she had candy in her mouth. "I seem to be drunk... "Can you take me away...? " Xu Qiqing reached out and grabbed her hanging right hand, not even noticing that the bartender quickly removed the glass of wine she was drinking from, poured the damaged Bluetooth headset inside into the sink, and flushed it into the sewer. Destroy corpses and destroy traces. This way it won't be discovered. The disadvantage is that Su Yan can only locate where she is and cannot contact her. But there's nothing behind it, right? Ling Wu conscientiously played the role of an infatuated girl who drank here because of a broken love. She "drowsily" got into Xu Qiqing's arms that smelled of cigarettes and sweat. When the uncle believed him and coaxed him, she suddenly missed her brother who was sweet and soft at all times. Su Yan always kept herself clean, and she could hold him and take a few breaths at any time. How can something like these be as dirty as not taking a shower? Vomit. So disgusting. Xu Qiqing had no idea that he had walked into a trap. He rubbed her delicate and smooth forearms and thighs and asked: "How can a girl be so careless when she meets an unkind person... If he doesn't want you, then find someone else, like me, think about it?" " Ling Wu raised her head and looked at him with tears in her eyes: "... You? " "Certainly. " Unexpectedly, she suddenly grabbed his shirt collar and forced him to lower his head! Xu Qiqing was caught off guard. I didn't expect her to be so strong. He was still stunned when Ling Wu whispered in his ear: "Last time, you gave me 300,000 yuan a month and 50,000 yuan for overnight stays. Can you give me more?" " "...? " So that's it. Fishing enforcement. His excitement suddenly rose, and he became extremely interested in the beauty in front of him whose name he still didn't know. "Since you said it clearly, I will also say it clearly..." Xu Qiqing's hand restlessly reached towards the hem of his pajamas, testing inside, but Ling Wu slapped him down. She raised her eyebrows, with tears in her eyes, and smiled mischievously: "This is the price offered individually. " "Okay, okay, let's go alone." He felt that he had finally met someone who matched his taste, and he couldn't wait to try what this girl was like. "I can cover it, and you can use the card as you like, how about it?" " Unexpectedly, she shook her head: "I don't recognize it. If you change your password, nothing will happen. I want to transfer money. " Yo, have you ever suffered a loss? Xu Qiqing felt that she had more experience. At such a young age, he has had several jobs, so his skills must be good, and he is guaranteed to be worth it. Moreover, such a beautiful person is rare to encounter. I have never found anyone of this level by asking someone to look for her. But I encountered it when I wanted to take a rest before setting off. He even took the initiative to throw himself into his arms. Being so mesmerized by the beauty and coquettish words, he even forgot to think carefully about why Ling Wu acquiesced that he was a big boss, and why he acquiesced that he would keep a mistress. Surrounded by people talking in low voices, the melodious violin plays through the words. But elegance was buried in the dust. Seeing Ling Wu smiling like a flower, her delicate jade hands resting on his chest as if they were boneless, Xu Qiqing wanted to take over her body more and more, and the blood surged up like a volcano erupting. Damn desire. Reason told him that he still had important things to do today, he had to discuss the contract, and he had to let her go. But when he exerted a little force, she showed aggrieved face with a face as big as a palm, and her charming eyes were filled with water: "Don't you want to? If you don't want to, why bother provoking me..." Xu Qiqing couldn't bear it, he immediately collapsed on the spot and said repeatedly: "Of course I do, you are so good-looking, how could I not like you? It's just that my original room was a bit messy, so it's hard for you to go in..." "That means you don't like me," Ling Wu's face changed, and his gaze swept from the end of his eyes, sharp as a knife piercing his consciousness, "I can also find another master. Anyway, there is someone who can support me. " She still fell into his arms. When she said these words, she was like a hedgehog. She had been docile but was suddenly stimulated, with thorns all over her body and her hands hurting. His favorite food is obedience with a hint of arrogance. He would vomit when she talked sweetly every day, and he couldn't control the role of Yu Jie. Only this state played by Ling Wu was his favorite. After he proposed to open a new room, Lingwu hesitated for a while, saying that she didn't really want to distance herself so quickly and hadn't developed feelings yet. How could Xu Qiqing let go of the fat duck he had obtained? He transferred 200,000 yuan to her account on the spot to spend the afternoon with him. Ling Wu: "... Okay then. " Wuwuwu, this is a new account temporarily given to her by the organization. This is not her money. Wuwuwu. She couldn't get a single point woo woo woo. The key problem is that it has only been half an hour, and she still needs to wait in the room for half an hour to start, ensuring that backup can arrive, so as not to waste all her efforts. When she was led to the elevator, she felt that she had really drunk too much. She ordered that glass of wine because it looked good, but she didn't expect the alcohol content to be so high. After drinking more than half of the glass, she became too drunk. The world is upside down, as if you are walking on the ceiling. What kind of contract? I won't sign it. He thought as he half hugged and half hugged Ling Wu on the way to the newly opened room. Love the country more than beauty. Xu Qiqing grabbed his cell phone and sent a message to his subordinates, then turned on Do Not Disturb and ignored any further movements. They opened the door and stumbled onto the bed. Ling Wu's pajama straps had already been pulled off his shoulders eagerly, leaving two or three red marks on his collarbone. "Don't be impatient..." She pushed the man on top of her who was in desperate need of venting after being teased along the way, and said with a smirk, "Wouldn't it be better to take a shower first? Fragrant. " Xu Qiqing bit her neck viciously: "My dear, it smells so good..." In the end, he let her go, but before that, he nudged the base of her leg like a mischief, causing the sensitive skin of the fabric to turn red. "Don't come in! " Lingwu poked his head and said before closing the bathroom door. "You won't be in a hurry, right? " Xu Qiqing smiled: "Of course, I have a lot of patience for beauties. " So dirty. Lingwu stood under the shower head, letting the warm water pour all over her body without even taking off her pajamas. Can she stay here for twenty minutes? If she goes out after taking a shower, she fails to kill him before they actually have sex... Is this life ruined? She was just forced to "sell herself" and had no intention of actually giving herself away. She doesn't have that much desire to live. After all, there is no one in the world worthy of her nostalgia. At most, there is Su Yan who is not yet fully mature and she cannot let go. So if she lost her virginity just to live... It was really not necessary and she didn't want to. I usually feel that twenty minutes is very short, just less than a meal, and five songs go by as soon as they are played. When you are on a mission, you will feel that twenty minutes is too long. It is enough time for too many life and death to happen. People who were alive one second will shut up forever the next second. Just like my parents back then. Ling Wu wiped his face and let out a long sigh. Will Su Yan be anxious? He couldn't contact her. He could only find out through location that she went to the garden and then to another room. He had no idea what happened in the middle. He could only keep an eye on the movement of the hotel and support, praying for them to come quickly. Will you cry? That's probably not the case. There's no point in being anxious. Xu Qiqing might leave as soon as she leaves. If he leaves by a remote way, he will realize that he is being targeted and seal himself off, making it difficult to kill him. What should she do... What else could she do. Take a good bath first. Lingwu ran cold water for a while, then turned the faucet to the side and turned it into hot water. She took off her soaked pajamas and threw them aside. She took the shower gel from the shelf and started rubbing it in. The smell of gardenia... She sniffed the white foam in her hand. It smells pretty good. Is it actually defiled if it is used by those men? "What brand is it..." She muttered, holding the bottle and turning it over to look, "I won't mark it, I'll ask the hotel later. " Ling Wu applied it all over his body, not missing any blind spots, as carefully as he was making a work of art. She doesn't usually take baths like this. I tend to just take a shower and then go to bed. But today, out of a strange mentality, she wanted to clean herself up, as if she would never have this chance in the future. No, it's not like there's no chance of getting hurt or losing someone's life. It's a "no chance" that can never be cleaned again. She didn't know where this premonition came from. ——Until she had just rinsed off the foam, Xu Qiqing took off her clothes and rushed into the unlocked bathroom, staring lewdly at her figure behind the frosted glass. "! " Why did you get in? ! She was afraid that when Xu Qiqing was about to come in, he would find her locking the door and doubt her identity, so she didn't lock it, and she was also afraid that he would actually open the door and come in. How can she delay time like this! Kick him out? It's unrealistic. He's still roaring in a hurry after taking off his clothes like this. It's obvious what he wants to do. But don't drive him out... How can she protect herself? Ling Wu looked down in panic and glanced at his naked self. His face was pale, but his cheeks were an abnormally bright red due to the alcohol. What to do, what to do, what to do... It's over... "Little beauty..." Xu Qiqing's cloudy eyes were filled with greedy and greasy light, and he staggered towards the depths of the bathroom step by step. "Hey... Brother, can you pamper you..." ——He is not in a normal state! This thought flashed through Ling Wu's mind quickly. He was still conscious just now, but now he doesn't care about face at all and can say anything. Why is this happening? Why did these people completely change in just ten or twenty minutes? She knew it all too well. ... Drugs. Xu Qiqing takes drugs. It's not written in the information... He hid it well enough. Fortunately, I didn't think of calling him to cheer me up. She swallowed a breath that smelled of blood due to excessive stress, hid behind the glass, and stared at his blurry figure because he couldn't see clearly. Her voice was still as sweet as a poisonous snake: "Why are you so anxious? It's not like I won't go out, and I haven't washed my hair yet! " He chuckled. "Brother can't wait... I like you..." He didn't have a single piece of clothing on him. She didn't even have a chance to hide. "Hey, get out! Wait until I finish washing! " Xu Qiqing strode open the bathroom door, and his oily face was revealed from behind the glass. His disgusting eyes wandered around her body, and his hands reached out to tightly grasp her body that was shaking with fear. His face was like a dirty mire, making it hard to see clearly. "It's so beautiful... Come, play with my brother. " Ling Wu had never cried so badly before. When was the last time you cried? She could hardly remember the day her parents were sent to the other side by a bullet. Later, during training under the organization, she never cried when she suffered dislocations, fractures, and even fractures, because Su Yan still needed a strong sister. If she cried, what would Su Yan do? As time went by, she got used to burying all the pain in her heart. No matter how painful it was, she would just silently swallow her tears, smile at him, and say it was okay. But now she just wanted to cry, allowing Xu Qiqing to attribute the reason to fear of pain. Why am I afraid of pain? Even if it was such a rough and completely inconsiderate attack on the woman, there was no special feeling for her, it was just that the location of the pain was different. She is not afraid of pain. She was afraid that she wouldn't feel the pain. Xu Qiqing roughly squeezed a dollop of shower gel onto his fingertips, threw the bottle away, rubbed it twice before inserting it into her lower body. "Ah——! " "It won't hurt in a while, don't scream," he pressed against her ear, like a devil's whisper, "It won't hurt anymore when you feel better. Haven't you received a lot of financial support? Why are you still so tight..." Where have you experienced it? Every cell in Lingwu's body screamed to resist his malicious intrusion, but the trace of reason she had left in the overwhelming absurdity told her: You can't escape. Can't run. We've come this far. If she refuses now, Xu Qiqing will definitely notice something strange. It is not certain whether she can survive the drunken state. She still has to complete the task... She is not the only one who will be punished if she fails to complete it, but also the innocent Su Yan. He knows nothing. He cannot be punished. He was not wrong. So she could only endure the human instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, and allowed Xu Qiqing to play with her for a long time. The only thing she could do was to grit her teeth and remain silent. □□It is obviously something that makes people happy. But why is it still so painful? Feeling the compromise of the prey in his hands, he became more and more excited. He pressed her in front of the sink and began to invade all her senses again and again. His hot breath sprayed on her naked back, like lava flowing through it. Don't be like this, okay... Don't do this... Let me go... Drops of blood mixed with viscous liquid fell from the joint, and with a pop, a bright-colored flower bloomed on the tiled floor. It hurts... The place that should have been carefully cared for has been so brutally exploited, and the muscles have been overwhelmed, worn and torn. While resisting him, they are forced to accept him, and the blood acts as lubrication. Xu Qiqing was only focused on enjoying the ultimate pleasure, and he never noticed that Ling Wu's vision was distracted, staring at a point in the void and crying. Why is this...? Didn't she go on vacation? Why do these things happen? She obviously... He is obviously only fourteen years old. She is only fourteen years old. Why did her spring end just as she entered spring? Because she was forced to come into contact with the complete picture of the world earlier than her peers, in order to take care of Su Yan, she could only grow up at double speed. She had to behave like an adult and be a very experienced adult when dealing with everything. She is mature and her body develops quickly. Most people will not doubt her age and just regard her as a young adult. Many times she forgets how old she is. Ling Wu clutched the edge of the sink in a daze in severe pain, closing his eyes and not looking at the shaking figure in the mirror. It seemed that not being able to see it meant that this ridiculous thing did not happen. She is only fourteen years old. At the age of fourteen, she became a dying man at the Last Supper, her innocence taken away from her. Tears overflowed from the ends of the red eyes one by one, slid down the fair cheeks, rolled along the jawline, and finally hit the edge of the marble table. The pearls shattered on the ground. Don't do this to her... There is so much tenderness in this world, why don't you want to give her even half of it? With so much luck, how could she not get it even when she knelt down to pray for it? Why is she always the unluckiest person? Why... And why. Just twenty minutes was extremely long. Xu Qiqing's last clear memory was of a young man bursting open the door and rushing in. He stared in shock at the two bodies entangled in front of him, and then shot him in the lung. Su Yan wanted to hit the heart, but his trembling hands prevented him from aiming. Ling Wu leaned against the sink weakly, pulled off an unused bathrobe from the side, and said hoarsely: "Don't mend it. " He stared at the twitching fat on the ground, opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything. "…Give me a knife. " When Su Yan heard her words, he heard the sound of explosives exploding downstairs. The organization is dealing with Xu Qiqing's men. Someone will rush over to see Xu Qiqing's life and death. They'd better leave as soon as possible. After all, Ling Wu is not in good condition now. She wrapped herself in her bathrobe and repeated: "Give me the knife. " When he took the dagger, Ling Wu's eyes darkened and he shook a few times, almost falling down. Su Yan stretched out his hand to help her, but she dodged it and shook his head to say no. "... Sister..." Ling Wu ignored him. She leaned on the wall and crouched down, staring quietly at Xu Qiqing with blood pouring out of the corners of his mouth, his muscles twitching, and his expression cold, as if there was just a dying animal on the ground. Xu Qiqing could no longer see clearly, but he still felt cold all over when she saw him. These are not those women! She is not! ! ! He regretted that he had seen the wrong person, but he died before his eyes and it was too late to regret it. "It's just disgusting scum that has good luck... Why? " Ling Wu asked softly, like an ignorant and innocent girl, just like she did at the bar an hour ago. Her movements were like a cruel executioner's. The tip of the knife sank into his lower abdomen little by little, and blood immediately rushed out to escape from this stomach-churning body. Xu Qiqing's eyes widened: "No - ah! ! ! " It's hard for him to still scream. Ling Wu sneered. The ferocious penis three minutes ago was gouged out alive by her, and it lay quietly and obediently on the ground, just like its owner. Xu Qiqing was so painful that he fainted. "I'm not dizzy. Why are you dizzy..." Lingwu stabbed the bloody dagger into his right eye without hesitation, not caring that the blood was splashed all over her body. It was sticky, and a sweet and fishy smell filled the bathroom. She wiped the dagger casually on the hem of her clothes, stood up, her eyes were full of cold and dangerous killing intent, and when she turned to Su Yan, there was nothing left. "You can't walk in the corridor, you can easily be chased," Su Yan said. "There is a platform outside the window where you can use your strength. Climb directly to the top floor and wait for the helicopter. It will arrive in about two minutes... Sister, can you climb?" You can't just wait for me to go up first and then pull the rope——" "I'm not that trashy yet. " She walked out of the door and looked back at the target who was not breathing. These targets have their own faces in her eyes. Just one life for another. Lingwu opened the window, jumped up on the window sill, and glanced at the blue sea connecting to the sky in the distance, and for no reason remembered the sea-view suite the two of them had booked. "It's a pity that such good weather was wasted..." She murmured. Lingwu hadn't fully woken up from the wine, and he had just suffered a double mental torture. No matter how calm he was, he couldn't resist the physiological reaction. When she was climbing up the window sill, she accidentally sprained her foot and nearly fell down from twenty floors up. Su Yan was so shocked that she broke out in cold sweat. "What are you afraid of, making a fuss about, this has never happened before on any mission. "She hissed twice, grabbed the water pipe and continued to climb. She reached the iron railing on the edge of the roof, tested whether it was firm, and pulled herself up with one force. He climbed up after him, grabbed Ling Wu who was about to collapse in the strong wind blown by the helicopter, and led her over there. Several of Xu Qiqing's remnants rushed to the rooftop and only had time to fire two shots at the retreating helicopter before they were caught up by the organization's people. The sea is clear and the sky is clear. It's just that it doesn't belong to some people.

"Made a mistake? Now you say it's not perfect? I'm so fucking old and I've lost my body and you're saying I'm not perfect?! When Xu Qiqing died, his mind was full of yellow and he didn't even realize that I didn't do enough?! Go for it on your own if you have the ability. Why don't you dedicate yourself? I'm so high up here that I don't know the sufferings of the world. I really want to kill all of you with one shot -" Ling Wu grabbed her cell phone and greeted her superiors. She didn't even notice Su Yan, who was carefully carrying a plate through the door. He turned around after calling her sister. "Why are you acting like a leader all day long?! If you have the ability, let the leader scold me. If you have the ability, let him come! I want to see if Scepter himself is dissatisfied with this action and will he punish me?! "... You're not happy to find it? Okay, I'll call him right away and see if he scolds me. If he doesn't scold you, he'll die. It's best not to let me see you in any situation! ! ! " Su Yan took the phone from her hand and said to the other side: "Sorry, tell me if you have anything to do. I arranged this operation, Ling Wu just implemented it. " Ling Wu was usually as fiery as a chili pepper, and would scold her whenever she disagreed. The few drug lords and warlords above her always disliked her and would quarrel with her at every turn, especially this old man who was also Chinese. Mr. Su Yan had a low eyebrow and was submissive. There was nothing wrong with him except that he was too partial to his sister. They couldn't snitch on her even if they wanted to, so they had to treat him nicer to prevent him from snitching. When the old man heard Su Yan's speech, he turned off the cannon and kept silent for a long time. The battle ended in nothing. "Sister, don't keep arguing with them, it's not good for your health..." Su Yan persuaded after putting down the phone. Ling Wu was so angry that he blew his beard and stared: "If I don't make any noise, they will kick me around like a slave. How can I live in peace of mind? ! " He didn't answer, just knelt down on one knee from the bed and put the small wooden plate on the floor. This is the place that the organization arranged for them to stay. It is the villa of the Scepter himself. There is a housekeeper all year round. It is not a problem to hide out for ten or twenty days. Su Yan sighed for a while. "I can't live peacefully even if I have a quarrel. " She raised her eyes and looked at him for a while, then became quiet, and for a while she could hear the wind outside. No matter what, I can't live with peace of mind. They're not that lucky. Su Yan lifted her quilt, gently grabbed her sprained right ankle, and motioned for her to stretch her leg over. Lingwu had already taken a shower, and it took almost an hour before he was willing to come out. He was so anxious that he was afraid that she would not be able to think about it and would shout in a few minutes to confirm that she was still awake. The bloody bathrobe was thrown away and put on clean silk pajamas, hanging softly on the body. She didn't like to wear pajamas, and the men's pajamas that Quan Zhi bought according to her body shape were too big and just reached her knees. Ling Wu stretched out his legs and said doubtfully: "There are no servants here, why are you here? " Su Yan put her ankle on his knee, took the ointment on the plate, unscrewed the lid and scooped a dollop into the palm of his hand, then gently applied it to the red and swollen area. "They did it lightly," he said without raising his head, "and it's not like you don't like unfamiliar people touching you. " She said oh. Su Yan's hands are very beautiful. White and slender, with distinct joints and a sense of art. He spread the palm of his left hand and put ointment on it. He dipped the index and middle fingers of his right hand into the ointment and applied it to her slowly. The discomfort of burning and swelling in the red and swollen areas was gradually replaced by coolness. The medicine was actually very cold, and it felt better after being briefly covered by his body temperature. It wasn't so sudden when it touched her skin, but she still tensed up suddenly and relaxed again. Ling Wu's eyes followed his hand as he moved around, suddenly wishing that time could stop for this second. For their lives, this can really be called "quiet years". No need to worry about life or death, no need to worry about separation, just stay together quietly, no need to go through fire and water for anything else. "Su Yan. " "Um. " "... It's nothing," Ling Wu turned away and lowered his eyebrows, "I just wanted to call you. " "Um. " He lowered his head and smoothed the medicine, his long and thick eyelashes covering his pupils, leaving a dark background for her to taste. After applying it, he didn't send her legs back to the bed, and Ling Wu didn't take them back either. The two of them just faced each other up and down. In the silence, it seemed that a lot of unspeakable words were said. The air flows gracefully in the silence. A leaf fell at an untimely moment and was slapped by the spring breeze on the floor-to-ceiling window. It rustled down to the ground again. It was like a drunkard, unable to find the right path, flying up and down, left and right, and missed the embrace of the land several times. "... Sister. " Su Yan called her softly. The voice was gentle and sweet, just like he had called her countless times before. This word had long been chewed through by him and rotten in his heart. It turned into a quagmire and pulled him, preventing him from getting out of this strange circle. But this time there was some helpless sadness. That is a tragic compromise with fate. ... I don't want to face it anymore, these things have already happened. He saw it with his own eyes. His favorite sister, the sister he loved with the love of a lover, was raped but could not resist, but he could only be a bystander and let her go to the point of no return. Su Yan's eyes moved up, passing over her still bruised thighs, and towards her face. The eyes are as black as ink and are bottomless, even if you throw a stone into them, there will be no ripples. Those are eyes that ordinary people would find frighteningly dark, Ling Wu thought. Maybe it was because she had not felt anything since she was a child. She just felt that there was too much hidden in his eyes as always, but as for what, she didn't know. "What's wrong? " "Do you regret it? " Will you regret doing this like Xu Qiqing did before his death? One misstep can lead to eternal hatred, and one should not be involved in the situation. "Regret...? "Don't regret it. After all... I completed the mission and saved both of our lives. It was quite worth it." Ling Wu laughed. Can't tell the difference between true and false. They all knew why he asked such a question. There are Xu Qiqing's people in the hotel. If they go to kill Xu Qiqing, their subordinates will definitely receive the news immediately - he has a watch on him. It is abnormal to take it off or show that he has lost vital signs. If Ling Wu goes to assassinate her, Su Yan must ensure that he can take her out before someone catches up with her. There is a route and a ready-made map, so just plan it out. The problem is that Su Yan is dangerous even if he can protect himself, but Xu Qiqing knows some underhanded methods. Ling Wu will not go smoothly with him, and he might be injured. Su Yan was able to get him shot so smoothly today because he was addicted to pleasure. Ling Wu's ability cannot be guaranteed when he is injured. How can two fourteen-year-old children escape when their force value is not enough? This is impossible. But if Su Yan has Ling Wu's fighting ability, they can take a gamble and give it a try. They will definitely be able to fight, but they will only suffer a little injury. In the final analysis, Ling Wu was forced to lose his virginity because of his lack of ability - or so Su Yan thought. "If I wasn't such a waste, wouldn't everything be different..." Su Yan couldn't suppress the apologies and regrets welling up from deep inside his body. A tsunami of guilt flooded the top of his head, and big tears fell down. Hit her instep. "If I was gifted with any one ability, whether it was a gun or a knife, it would make all the difference… "You wouldn't do these dangerous things, and nothing like what happened today would happen..." He felt that he shouldn't cry. Ling Wu has already recovered, why is he crying? But I just can't stop. Su Yan felt like a child in a stroller. She didn't know what would happen and had to cry because she was too afraid of the unknown. What should he do if one day Ling Wu goes to do something more dangerous because of his incompetence and never returns? She was all he had. He was too dependent on her. He will always be like a child who has not grown up. He will only huddle in his sister's arms and cry loudly. Whenever there is a problem, he will hide away. "I'm a burden... Right, sister? " Su Yan didn't even dare to raise his head. "Throw me away... Will you stop being so hesitant and live a more comfortable life? " His ears were ringing badly. The sister who always stood in front of him in the past looked at him with a smile, sliding past his eyes frame by frame. He thought he heard her sigh. "You are stupid. " Ling Wu bent down, reached out to hold his face, and wiped away the tears on his face. "It's not your fault. "I never blamed you. "It's all done willingly by me. It was, is, and will be in the future. " Her smile was bright, like the long-lost spring. Su Yan looked at her blankly. "You deserve so much from me. " In the quagmire is the spring of decay. They are each other's anchor. If one loses one, the other will fall into the abyss of eternal destruction. Later, when Su Yan thought about this incident, the first thing that came to mind was Ling Wu's red-eyed smile at the end. He even hoped that one day, Ling Wu would suddenly tell him, I lied to you, and I hate your incompetence and cowardice. Because she couldn't speak. Just like Xu Qiqing back then. Can't speak anymore.

#Prelude·Late Summer Journey Brainstorming pieces [The city is full of smoke and willows] Plum Yellow Shiyu Big break. On the way back to the classroom from the playground, Lingwu lowered his head and thought wildly, listening to the chatter of classmates in groups of three or three. Yellowish particles slowly drifted down in the dry and cool air. ……What's this? She raised her head and was stunned for a moment when she saw the sycamore branches above her head. Ah. Sprouted. The trunks, branches, and treetops that dried up in winter are all covered with tender green leaves, growing bulgingly in the wind of early spring. The sycamore catkins also gradually fell down and fell into the arms of the wind. She walked forward with the flow of people. Accustomed to the absence of spring and autumn in the four seasons, Lingwu couldn't help but think - The sycamore catkins along the riverside are about to fall apart again. Summer is coming.

# Youaremine. Pedestrians have never understood Chunshan. First encounter. ... She is beautiful. The long black hair was spread down, swaying slightly with the movements, as if it were thick black silk. Every frown, every move, every move was carved into the bottom of his heart by a knife. The pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, but only in this way could the fleeting memory support him to copy that scene at night. The corners of her lips are just right, the corners of her eyes are dizzy and red, and even her hair is shining in the best place. It's beautiful. Is she the goddess of poppies? Shadows surged. The mellow fragrance of wine filled the noisy crowd and caught the hem of her flowing skirt. He could only hear her words and see her back. Smell the faint fragrance of gardenia that can envelope the whole world. Su Yan drank down the wine in his hand. Later... What was it? He took her hand. Lingwu let Xia Yu help her adjust the hem of her skirt. She stood at the top of the stairs with an ambiguous and distant smile: "Mom said the eighteenth birthday party is very important... Is there no problem with dancing?" He nodded silently. Liu Yiming told him this a few months ago, somewhat apologetically. Ling Yuan arranged the task forcefully, but Ling Wu always disliked socializing with playboys. She went around and thought of this inconspicuous young master who had just "arrived in the Ling family" not long ago. Other, less familiar men... Would not be allowed to approach her. What's more, Ling Wu has shown his affection for him. Even if we have been together for three or four months, do we still need to put on this mask that can repel people thousands of miles away before entering the venue? Su Yan lowered his eyes and looked at the white gloves that tightly bound his fingers. It also needs to be separated by one layer. Even the boundaries are usually not that clear. She was just wearing a thin silk pajamas, very close to him in a room with a floor-to-ceiling mirror. Step. Two steps. Three steps. It was warm in the room and he had only put on a shirt. The warmth coming from her waist along her fingertips was very hot. It was so hot that he wanted to stop but couldn't. "Pay attention... Don't step on me," she said. "... Hmm." "What are you thinking about, young master?" "Nothing." "Who believes you?" You can't say... I want to kiss you. The next movement was that she spun around and fell into his arms. Su Yan expertly held her hand in a different way, just like he had practiced countless times in the past. In the center of the dance floor. Breaths mingle unbridled. Obviously we can be called friends, even closer than you and Xia Yu to a certain extent—— The cobwebs of memory become tangled. He would walk into the garden early in the morning, pick two roses blooming in the glass greenhouse, and after returning to the room, carefully trim the sharp thorns on the stems. When she got up sleepily, Xia Yu would come and ask him to help her dress up. "... Are you wearing perfume?" Su Yan sniffed his cuffs: "No, maybe it's the new soap that Auntie replaced?" Lingwu looked blankly at him through the mirror, caught a glimpse of the two or three red roses hanging in his hand, and smiled: "I mean... The smell of roses. I happen to be going to Jiang's house today to pay New Year's greetings. I'm wearing red, so it goes well with them." He responded softly and inserted the flowers into the empty white porcelain vase on the table. After pulling out the hair tie, the green hair flowed into the fingers, carrying a unique fragrance, and gradually took on the shape of a flower in his hand. "I learned it from Xia Yu two days ago. Has she made it up for you?" "It seems like once or twice? I can't remember." "If this braiding method is okay, I can use it for any dance. It will look very beautiful." She touched the flower hairpin on the table and handed it to him: "Then how many more times should I jump around today?" He couldn't help but laugh: "Maybe try it when you come back to dance practice." "..." The young man was a little distracted. "Su Yan." "Here." "Nonsense," Ling Wu tickled his palm as he walked out, feeling itchy, "We're going to hold hands for a long time later. Please help me take off my gloves then." ...? "It's a bit hot, too stuffy, and uncomfortable." Is it because you like me and want to be closer to me, so... Do you want to remove a layer of gap? Yes. He glanced calmly at the crowd of suitors outside the dance floor. Unknown to anyone, the corners of the lips that were usually straight or drooping formed a slight arc. So when the next movement sounded and the tempo suddenly accelerated, he held her wrist, his fingertips tentatively slipped under her black death gloves, and lifted. Ling Wu looked at him with crescent-shaped eyes. He naturally pulled down most of his gloves and pulled at the loose fabric, exposing his fingers, which were usually carefully maintained and not stained with sunlight, to the air. He knew everyone had seen it. It was discarded haphazardly on the tiled floor, flat and flat. "Master Su... "In the eyes of outsiders, this behavior should be considered flirting, right? " She asked innocently, like a smart vixen. "That might cost you a bit of a reputation as a romantic. After all, in the eyes of Linjiang people, I am unlikely to take the initiative to seduce anyone. Most of them were deceived by you. " "Really? I don't care. " "What's more, no one has determined your location yet. " "There have long been rumors that I want to rely on you to get to the top. " "How about confirming the rumors? " At this time, he had just taken off the glove on her left hand in the same way. Hearing this, he blinked. "Because you flattered me and even tried to seduce me with sex -" she felt the hand that was holding hers tighten a little, and continued the second half of the sentence, "Of course, I refused. However, due to various reasons, I decided to officially call you Master Su at the banquet today, okay? " "... You usually call me that. " "It's different. Now I am Miss Ling Er. " Does this mean "eldest young master"? She did keep her promise. While exchanging cups and cups, Ling Wu smiled and introduced to the guests that the person beside him was the eldest young master of the Ling family, and since she was born half a year later, she should be called the second young lady. "…My eighteenth year is so grand, but you have nothing. " Su Yang just untied the knot on the hair tie and lowered his eyes: "I don't care. " She twisted her hair as if in a daze. "Can I give you another one? No, birthdays cannot be postponed. Then talk to your parents next year and organize a bigger one for you—" "Are you having a good time? " "Of course I'm happy. The cakes made by foreign chefs are delicious. " "In addition to these, facing communication, facing greetings, facing those dirty people with greedy faces..." He suddenly stopped talking. Ling Wu turned to grab the ruffles on her white nightgown and said softly: "Yes, there is someone I like. " After silently tying up her hair, he glanced at the earrings without leaving any trace, and then looked away. "Happy birthday. " He talked without any end. Maybe, at least for now, I don't have nothing. I still have you and my crumbling fantasy. Half a year is just a snap of the fingers. The promise she made casually came true. He is no longer a dispensable supporting role, but a person that attracts much attention in the social circle, and can be truly counted in the rise and fall of this family. Many young ladies would also cast favorable glances at him, but he only focused on being her companion, playing the same role as before. ... But my heart is always empty. Very strange. Su Yan knew it wasn't for those obvious reasons. When he finally sent away all the gentlemen, ladies, young masters, and ladies, and was about to take off his suit jacket sewn with diamonds in the room, he still couldn't find the correct source of this emotion. So he asked Xia Zhiye to get a bottle of red wine, and stood on the balcony with a clear wine glass to blow the cold wind. Heavy traffic. ... It is indeed Linjiang. The night had already fallen deep, and the lights were on all night long. He is in the crowd, accompanied by the dim lights that remain after thousands of Baidu. He is not a good drinker, and he also knows that red wine must be savored carefully and not impatiently, but he still allows the alcohol to erode his reason from the inside one mouthful after another, burning into a fire of wanton behavior. Scarlet liquid slipped from the corners of his mouth, along the tight neck muscles, and climbed onto his shirt, which was as pale as his skin color. The room was stupefied by the strong smell of alcohol, and even he felt lost. What on earth is going on...? Su Yan held his head on the railing, his brain was completely messed up by his own drinking. "... Tsk. " Another mouthful was poured into the body. All he remembered was a light, fleeting word. I can't remember anything... The glass was hung loosely between fingers. A small mole on his right wrist is faintly visible under the cuff of his shirt. The last drop. He frowned and shook the empty bottle. Then I remembered the sounds that rushed past my ears at the banquet. "Ci Yun has grown up a long time ago..." Ling Yuan was held by Liu Yiming's arm and responded with a smile, "It's time to find us a son-in-law. " Lingwu, named Ciyun. Mu Ran came back to his senses and lost his grip on his hand. After a crisp sound, the glass fell, leaving fine slag on the ground. Glowing with moonlight. Get married... Does she want to fall in love, kiss, and sleep with someone else? He almost lost his composure at the banquet - luckily Ling Wu went to the bathroom to wash his hands at that time. So Su Yan hurriedly put down his wine glass, apologized to the uninformed guests, and fled back to the room pretending to be calm. Wash your face with ice water before rushing to the sink. The long hair on the forehead was wetted and turned into locks. When he raised his head, he was shocked to find that he seemed to be crying, and the ends of his eyes were red. Maybe now. He should be crying. I just don't want to admit it. "Su Yan? "Young Master—— "Then I'm in. " Ling Wu deliberately lowered his voice, stuck on the edge of what he could hear. He was stunned and looked down at the mess all over his body. ... For the first time, I hope she won't break into his world so suddenly. With a creak, the white-painted wooden door was pushed open by a girl in a nightgown. The smell of alcohol rushed out of the dark room, and the half-length candle in the palm of her hand seemed to burn even brighter. She frowned, slipped in quietly, and closed the door quietly: "... Are you trying to drown yourself in wine? " Su Yan: "..." Can you say something nice? The eldest lady closed her mouth and was poisoned to death by herself. He sighed helplessly, walked around the broken glass and walked out of the balcony, closing the curtains tightly along the way. And she turned on the dim bedside lamp, carefully blew out the candle, and put it on the small porcelain plate: "If Xia Zhiye hadn't secretly asked Xia Yu to pass the news, I wouldn't have known..." "Xia Zhiye, why do I tell you everything? " "Why didn't he tell me," she retorted, "otherwise, why would he wait for the young master to have a headache tomorrow and make him embarrassed? " "... "Then what are you doing here?" "Coax you." ? Under the dim light, Ling Wu took out a necklace from his pajamas pocket and hung it between his fingers: "There was originally a box, but the box was too big to sneak in... We have to hide from Xia Yu, so this is the only way. "Birthday present. " She smiled brightly. When Su Yan realized that her ears were burning, she had already put on the diamond necklace, which was still warm, on tiptoes, and lifted the ends of her hair with her warm hands. After putting it on, he asked again: "Aren't you curious why I prepared such a... Female gift for you? " He shook his head. I like everything you prepared. It doesn't matter what it is. "What a waste of effort... "Thankfully I asked someone to customize it. Look, this one is a pair with yours. She pulled another piece from her collar and held the pendant in her palm for him to see. "It can be put together... Mine can be put in the ring, and there is a string of foreign characters on the back. " He knew what the word was without her having to demonstrate it. ——[FOREVER]. "I have never confessed my love to anyone else, nor have I ever been confessed to anyone seriously, so..." "Hmm. "I like you." She wore it at the party today. He's not stupid - maybe. So he put his cool fingers on the back of her neck, lowered his eyes and kissed her. Ling Wu finally panicked when he was pushed down on the bed. Hey, hey, this is a drunk Su Yan! ! ! She hurriedly grabbed his hand that had already begun to untie his tie, and hurriedly protected her clothes on the other hand. She was so wet from the kiss that she smelled of cigarette smoke: "No, no, absolutely not tonight. You are drunk, young master -" He held her hand instead: "So?" "... Why don't you pretend not to understand?!" "I don't understand," Su Yan's dark eyes looked straight at her, shining brightly in the night, "I haven't coaxed her yet..." Her oxygen-deprived nerves jumped slightly. Oh yes. At first, I talked about coaxing him. The young man's clean face suddenly came closer, and there was an imperceptible hint of coquettishness in his tone: "How about we kiss for a little longer..." Ling Wu: "No acting like a spoiled brat." "Miss." When her legs were so weak that she could only hold on to the wall and rub herself back, she only had one thought in her mind: Male lust misleads people. At this time, Su Yan was admiring the bitten spot on the side of his neck. I can never get out of the trap of memory. Intimate contact again and again in the middle of the night will always make people blush at a certain moment. If their eyes happen to meet inadvertently at this time, she will be as helpless as a frightened cat. He always smiled softly and softly. Innate ability, they are very close in the eyes of outsiders, but the rumors of falling in love are just rumors. No one has evidence, not even Xia Zhiye and Xia Yu are aware of it. ——In addition to Xia Zhiye occasionally wondering why Su Yan smelled of lipstick and perfume, Xia Yu would dig out a piece of Su Yan's tie among his clothes or find a piece of clothing with a wrinkled collar and waist. The brother and sister looked at each other for a long time, but couldn't get anything. No one knows about the love affair in broad daylight. During those days, my parents were away celebrating their friends' birthdays, leaving only two children at home who were not familiar with each other. He maliciously added sleeping pills to Xia Zhiye and Xia Yu's dinner, and waited until Ling Wu came to him in the middle of the night before confessing his plan while kissing her. She was so surprised that she bit the tip of his tongue. "Hiss... Normal dosage." She was pressed against the desk by him, with her exposed long legs wrapped around his waist: "You have been planning this for a long time, haven't you!" "Well, what a rare opportunity, of course you must cherish it," Su Yan murmured in her ear. In the quiet night, the last sound of his voice, which had not yet completely escaped the stage of changing his voice, made people feel itchy, "right, Miss Ling." Lingwu was full of words and wanted to curse, but he blocked her mouth first. She hummed and was coaxed out by his kiss, and she couldn't help but want more. ... Like a kitten. A dissatisfied kitten. An idea popped into his head. "Su Yan..." "What's wrong?" "How about going to the bathroom... It's not convenient to clean up here..." The originally squinted eyes opened and filled with a pool of crystal water. And she had no idea why she was making this suggestion. Being pushed against the wall and losing any ability to escape, with my consciousness blurred and having to bite my lower lip to control myself from screaming, I was filled with regret and annoyance. Obviously... She must have run out of energy after it was over... It was obviously this bastard who had to deal with it, so why did she find it troublesome to deal with it like a ball of wool? ! But she doesn't have that much energy to think about this. What's more important now is how to get through this. Ling Wu could only call his name while crying, every syllable seemed to be squeezed out of his body. Tears are like a catalyst. He would kiss away her tears over and over again, letting her vent some of her impulses by scratching and biting herself, leaving teeth marks and strawberry marks all over her neck; at the same time, her movements were never gentle. "Would you like to guess... How long have I liked you? "Before the formula went bankrupt, before I moved here, you were just a string of descriptions to me... "The banquet... The one hosted by Liu Yiming before my eighteenth birthday... "It's the first time I've shown my face here, and it's also the first time I've known how beautiful you really are. " Su Yan always believed that the "love at first sight" plot only appeared in story books - before meeting her. It all seems to be a dream in the Garden of Eden. In the dream, he picked the poison apple. His, not God's. "Ci Yun, be good, please call me brother. " "……Elder brother. " "Do you like brother? " "Like..." He kissed the small mole at the end of her eye. "Brother likes you too. "I like it very much." Xia Yu stared at Ling Wu for a long time. "... Am I so good-looking?" "Miss, have you been bitten by a mosquito? It's such a winter, why is there a red patch on your neck? Do you want to apply some medicine?" She was confused and raised her hand to touch around. What kind of mosquitoes are there in winter? Oh. Giant mosquito in the next room. Now I'm helping her smooth her hair. She replied without changing her face or heartbeat: "No, let it go away on its own. It's warm in the south after all." Su Yan: "I seem to have been bitten too." Xia Yu: "Huh?" He tapped his collarbone, which was covered by his shirt: "Here, I found it when I woke up this morning." As for how chaotic that area is... Only the eldest lady, who pursed her lips and said nothing, and him knew. She was in a daze from being kissed, and in a daze, he bit his ear and whispered something. "How about you call me by my name... Ci Yun. "Omitting the last name seems to be more intimate..." Ling Wu raised his breathtaking eyes, which were covered with a layer of water mist that could not be dispersed during the exchange of breaths. She also wanted to ask for a kiss, but he avoided her. "No kissing without shouting. " He smiled evilly. Obviously he was chasing after him to kiss him in the first place... Sometimes she wondered if he was the incarnation of Satan in the foreign Bible, specially coming to lure her into endless hell. She pursed her lips, turned her head, and stopped lying on his shoulder. "Angry? " "Snort. " "The gift I originally prepared for you... Seems to be of no use. " "……Um? ? ? " "Either. " "Want. " "..." "... "Ci Shen." She finally shouted reluctantly. It's not that she was really unhappy... She was afraid that he would go even crazier because of this, and she couldn't bear it... The next moment, Su Yan lowered his head and took his earlobe, which was already red and bleeding. We are truly special. In previous generations, the Ling family did not have the habit of their peers using one word to choose a word... By coincidence, both mothers chose "Ci". Su Cishen. Ling Ciyun. The gift is a pair of rings. Engraved with their names. Spring and travelers meet and get to know each other. Say goodbye to Pingqiang, say goodbye to green mountains, and say goodbye to the noisy crowds. Stop in the dim scenery where pedestrians only admire it. In the end, I will never let you down.

# Trace self Stream of consciousness from the perspective of Su Yan, a drug police officer : Doubts about the existence of "self" [Thinking] Taking "self" as the starting point, I wrote the general plot. In fact, Su Yan felt that he had been living for the two dead people for so many years. After catching the "scepter" and Ling Wu lost his memory again and refused to recognize him, he suddenly doubted whether he had left for so many years? Or rather, it was not him who took this path, but he turned himself into a puppet and lived for more than thirty years for a goal that could even be called nihility. He doesn't know who he is anymore. Su Yan, Su Yi, or someone else. ----------------- Who I am? During these ten years or even longer, Su Yan always doubted the authenticity of "himself" repeatedly. The word "self" is too unreal. What counts as oneself? Maybe I had it briefly when I was little. Being so innocent, he can really choose many things according to his preferences. The decision is free and nothing can tie him down. But from the moment his parents' distorted faces fell in front of him, his mouth full of coughed-up blood, he seemed to be floating in mid-air. Cannabis, □□, □□…… These terms hurt his eyes again and again in the report, and were engraved on the child's crazily growing flesh, as if they wanted him to carry heavy memories for the rest of his life. With the obsession and scars deeply hidden in his blood vessels, he moved step by step towards the end point of his life set for him by a seemingly ordinary dish. ——Maybe it's not just the dish that's been transformed. When it was served, the waiter had floating eyes and a dazed look on his face. Parents who did not want to die and were killed by the poison they relied on to survive. There are also teenagers who don't dare, don't want, or don't want to take this path. He seemed to intend to transform him into a puppet and an obedient chess piece, allowing Him to enjoy more in this game called destiny. He also listened, he followed, he followed. He became a slave crawling at the feet of fate, and the purpose of every move was only two too simple words. "Revenge." When he first entered school, the boy with a childlike appearance whispered to the instructor. The summer outside the window is blindingly hot. He was too calm. After being tempered by age for so long, he was almost losing his normal emotions. He was like a perpetually moving machine, tirelessly repeating those two words. That's his creed. It was the word that he had passed through his mind the most times in his eighteen years of life. "Revenge." The young man's eyes were extremely dark, like an abyss with no bottom. Pure darkness, absolute paranoia. "I have no interest in living... "I just want to grab the 'scepter', no matter whether I live or die. "I want to see him be swallowed up by the hell he created." Su Yan once thought that this was his only goal. Until the fireworks, that event, that snowy end of the year. "You look good." The girl said with a smile. "May I have the pleasure of meeting you?" She is also one of the fireworks, he thought. Beautiful and hot, it will probably flash past in his world, leaving behind a long night that he has to endure alone. One day she will discover that he is not as gentle and soft as he looks on the outside. On the contrary, there is only blood and scars in his heart, and a beast that he personally led to the end is tightly imprisoned in the depths of his soul. It roars, it roars. It will eventually tear everything into pieces and give the two vague figures in the memory a grand curtain call that is too late. No amount of sacrifices can satisfy the guilty souls. Only blood debts can be repaid with blood, only the hot blood in the arteries of the "scepter" can do it. He initially felt that even the ultimate emotion of "love" could not change anything. ——Even if it is the essence of human beings and is as pure as crystal, it cannot represent anything. Even if it is one of the proofs of human existence, it seems unable to confirm his existence. Even if it is incomparably precious, souls suffering from pain and dementia will not enter reincarnation because of it. So he shut himself out of love and refused to accept "useless" feelings. But that person, that flamboyant girl... She almost stubbornly wanted to cover up his disguise and let him take off the false iceberg mask that kept people away from him thousands of miles away. She wanted to see all of him. She was willing to accept all of him. Lingwu always squatted at the exit of the library with an umbrella and a fan, listening to economics classes while paying attention to the people coming and going, and then accurately picked out the person she was waiting for. Every time she called out his name or tapped him on the shoulder, Su Yan felt that all his anti-investigation lessons were in vain. "Su Yi, you are avoiding me again." "... No." "Fart." "Why don't you want to get close to others...?" "... Personal habits." "Then you can develop a good habit in twenty-one days and kick out the bad one." "..." Su Yan turned his head helplessly, and there were rare ripples in his heart that even surprised him. It turns out that I am still tempted. It turns out who else will I fall in love with? He is unwilling to develop intimate relationships - whether friends or lovers - because he is afraid that these will affect his future plans. He is afraid that the fetters of the world are too deep. When he needs to cut off the fetters and live with a different identity, he will be reluctant, hesitant, and flinch, which will eventually lead to failure. She seems to be a special case. She lives a free and unrestrained life, she lets go and likes whoever she wants to like, and she pursues them vigorously. It was like, even if one day, he suddenly said that he wanted to leave, die, or work as an undercover agent, Ling Wu would only react and then tell him—— "Let it go. "You are a free bird. " So he chose to use love to put a yoke on himself. In less than four years, he experienced the unrestrained youth for the first time. He can run like crazy on the playground, not for exercise or for exams, but just because he wants to feel the wind, and there is no wind today. He could chat under an umbrella in the rain, wander to the library, borrow two interesting books and then return to a certain place, not just thinking that "the rain will dilute the traces of the crime scene." He can hold someone's hand while walking on the road, and when the love is deep, he can kiss her on the beach at dusk, closing his eyes to enjoy the universe that is still in the kiss. Is this right? He thought. Shouldn't I be that old-fashioned person? Ling Wu would always test him with economics knowledge with a smile, and he would also use the code of law to fight back. However, she originally majored in economics and also studied law. Every time, he was always ridiculed for his incompetence. "Hey, you can't do this... How can someone who wants to be a boss in the future not understand business management at all? " He was stunned: "What kind of boss? " "He's the boss of my company. " She outlined the future in a few words. "You will be more or less in charge of my company after graduation - I am so lazy that I came to study because I had no choice..." The tiny and simple scenery is a utopia that he can never touch. He knew that he would most likely be sent on a mission as soon as he graduated. That means that he will cut off all contact with the human world from now on. Even if he retires after success, he will no longer be so free - there will be many enemies watching, and he will spend his whole life under the care of the police. He suddenly felt reluctant to let go. I can't bear to live a stable and comfortable life now. Reluctant to part with the best youth. I can't bear to leave my lover who is trying to pull me out of the past. There was no need for him to hide those things in the past. After all, what Su Yan knew was just a code name, and spreading it out would not pose any threat to the scepter and his organization. I don't want to tell others, I just don't want to open up the scars. Ling Wu once asked him why he applied for the police academy, and he told the whole story without reservation, without mentioning the idea of "preparing to be an undercover agent." But she is so smart, she will definitely know what he really wants to say—— "I won't stop there for long. "One day, I will let go of your hand. "Do you still love me? " He loved her, there was no doubt about it. But the person he needs to become in order to hate cannot have any superfluous emotions, including love. It will shake him. That would be the most fatal weakness. So Su Yan had to reluctantly push her away, abandoning the past where his heartbeat would speed up because of her kiss, letting his reason sink into the gentle land, and covering up the skin of being calm and ruthless to the source of sin. After doing all this... When he becomes an outsider in the story, he is no longer the male protagonist with all the emotions in the story, but is just the reciter of the narration. But when he hit her with those cold words, his heart still felt uncomfortable. Will it cry too? It cannot cry. Ling Wu was stunned for a long time, looking at him intently, not even noticing that the coffee in his hand had gone cold. "Do you really want to go? " He pursed his lips: "... Yeah. " "That's such a pity... My physical fitness is too poor to apply for the police academy. Maybe I will just drop out of school before my freshman military training is over. She suddenly laughed, "Otherwise, can I become a flower in the police academy and do bad things with you?" " "..." "Forget it, let me give you backup. " She said it very seriously. "Take good care of the house and wait for you to come back. "But Su Yi, please listen to me... "If you dare to leave without saying goodbye..." She threatened viciously. "I chopped up the great hero and fed him to the dogs! " A few years later, he really left without saying goodbye, leaving her only a death certificate and an unidentifiable drowned corpse. There is also the name "Su Yi" that only exists in memories from now on. He didn't get any information about her during the process. After a brief return a few years later, he learned from the liaison officer: "Your girlfriend... Well, she must be her ex-girlfriend. She was crying so hard at the time that she wanted to die for love. It took us two months to persuade her to come back. She was very depressed. Grabbing the death certificate and saying that this could never be you, because you would not choose to jump into the river, the dead body would be too ugly for you to despise - well, I think this is very reasonable, you have taken good care of yourself in the past few years. " Su Yan listened to the message that spanned eight years and vaguely saw the man crying until he collapsed. She was alone, with no one to comfort her in any way, because the death certificate easily settled all disputes about his whereabouts. People who don't know the truth can't tell her. No one who knows the truth can tell her. Even if they are a couple who almost talked about getting married. Because... "... I asked for it. " Su Yan sat beside the bed, a bay of moonlight projected in from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel, spreading out in a curved way. She was also so broken. No patching can be done. "If she knew that I was really an undercover agent, she might do something drastic, such as... Selling off the entire company, becoming a drug dealer, and getting close to the scepter. " The liaison officer froze on the other end of the phone. "That's not the case, she——" Is she not that crazy? If we talk about love, she must love him to such an extent that everyone can see it. Su Yan sighed: "As for her. "If I really died, she would do the same thing, but her purpose would be to avenge me. "I know her too well... If she hadn't sacrificed everything to achieve her goal, she wouldn't have been able to chase me. " He is such a closed person. It was Ling Wu who insisted on breaking open the wall of his heart, dragging out the trembling kid in the corner, and then used his own life to tell him, "You should live like this, you know, little loser." It's just a pity... He looked at the full moon and couldn't help but smile bitterly. It seems that I am not destined to live the way I was born to live. ——If I am not distorted, I will be bright and stubborn, right? "You were there for about…three days? Don't leave the room halfway, someone will give you supplies. Then someone will pick you up specially, and you just need to recognize my face. Do you want to find your ex-girlfriend after returning to China? I-" "Father. " "Um? " "Are there any other small tasks above? " "What are you doing? " "I have not been exposed at all, and my identity is absolutely safe. The last cleaning did not catch me, which is enough to illustrate my situation. In that case, I don't want to waste this name…" The priest rarely stopped talking. "... Are you sure? Don't you rest? " "I'm afraid of meeting her. " He is afraid of the past. Will you still recognize such a new me? In the end, I was still afraid of being forced to go back to the "Su Yi" I once was, and I was already the "Su Yan" who had gone through the hail of bullets. Not only did he lose himself, he was also afraid of falling in love with himself. Meeting her again... That was pure accident. An inconspicuous KTV on Fifteenth Street, with dimly lit booths and doors that employees consciously locked. The person he had been thinking about for eight years chewed his cigarette holder and hooked his shirt collar with a charming smile. The mint-flavored smoke rings made him unable to tell whether this was a dream. Ling Wu's eyes were still wandering across the stars. It tickles the heart. "Do you know why I recruited you? "You are very similar to someone..." Su Yan knew what she would say. "My dead love." Then he put out his cigarette in the ashtray, lifted his chin and kissed him. "Hey Su Yan." "What's wrong?" "Are you jealous when you see me hanging out with other men?" "... No." "Then I'll be sad." "..." "Do you really want to touch me?" "Why do you ask?" Lingwu leaned against the wall, her slightly curly hair hanging on her shoulders, and her eyes were barren. She smiled. A tear slipped out of the end of his eye. "Then kiss me. "Okay, Su Yan. " Maybe it was me when I kissed her. After all, only "Su Yi" loves her. She would recognize him from the first sight. But she didn't expose it. He even forgot about "Su Yi", calling him Su Yan was very smooth. He seemed to know why, but he didn't seem to know. The relationship between them is ambiguous and entangled, and the things accumulated over the years are constantly being sorted out and become chaotic. "The lotus roots are broken and the threads are connected"... This kind of thing is really troublesome. For almost two years, they seemed to be just each other's bed partners, flirting in the dark when necessary, and then sneaking into Ling Wu's special lounge to relieve their common desires. The tacit silence that follows an indulgence may speak more than actions. "I miss you. " "I miss you as well. " "I love you. " "……" ，， "……" "……" ， ，…… ，，KTV， ，， …… ， ，，，， ，， ，， ， ， "" …… ， "□□……" "……" "，……" ， …… …… …… ，，， ，，， "……！ "She's dying!!!" When the anger rushes into my head, I can't seem to react at all... The fundamental reason why she was so seriously injured was because of him. The imprisoned beast slew the scepter and seemed to go completely mad at the taste of blood. He punched her in the face, waist and abdomen one after another. Blood overflowed from the corners of her mouth and dripped on his hands. That seemed to be Ling Wu's blood. So hot. "My god's identity is in doubt, who am I? When I killed the drug dealer, you were still worrying about the high school entrance exam!!!" He pushed the panicked policeman against the wall and strangled his neck tightly. His eyes were bloodshot and shocking - at least the priest did not dare to recognize him at first sight. He didn't even notice the high-ranking police officer behind him who was speeding towards him at a speed of 200 an hour. The priest rushed over and held him down while crawling. "It's okay, it's okay... The scepter is dead... "The ambulance has already opened the road and it's smooth. It won't take long... There are top medical staff in the car... "I reported her matter to your superiors for you. They believe that the merits are definitely worth the merits, at least the merits and demerits are equal, and they will not do anything to her. With a written guarantee, you can rest assured." He gasped and raised his eyes, his gaze seemed to pierce through the continuous grove. See that person who is wandering between life and death. God, God. I have been so lucky these past ten years. The first undercover mission was an absolute success. The second time I went undercover and met my lover who had been separated for many years. Also got rid of my haters. Can you give her some luck? How long did the first aid last? Five hours, ten hours, or longer? He couldn't remember clearly. I just remember that he was sitting outside the operating room until he was shivering all over. The nurse noticed that something was wrong with him, and after a moment of concern, she discovered that he had a fever and his forehead was hot. The nurse asked with concern: "Why don't you take a rest? The dangerous period has passed, and now it's mainly the end. Being sick like this is not good for your health..." Su Yan didn't speak, just shook his head. The nurse saw this and had to walk away. Also, the leaders should have tried to persuade me, but it didn't work. "Su Yan." Xia Yu put a glass of water into his hand. "... I'm really not used to it. I don't know why Ling Wu changed his mind. But as her friend for sixteen years and her subordinate for ten years, I feel it is necessary for me to tell you..." She glanced at the bandaged stab wounds on his body. "In the past two years, you were put into the KTV by her, but you still hurt her again and again - don't think that I don't know that you studied her little tricks, but she didn't care, it's enough for her that you are still alive. "She loves you so much, you know, otherwise why would she leave her life to you and let you decide the success or failure of her life. " "So don't stay here," Xia Yu motioned him to take another look at the emergency room, "lest she will have to worry about you after she comes out and she's in a bad state. " "..." The water is warm. He lowered his head and took a sip. When his voice was no longer so hoarse, he struggled for a long time and said: "... Thank you. " Thank you for this glass of water. Thank you for reminding me of this. Thank you for taking care of her for me. Thank you too... For making me aware of something that has been ignored. The doctor told him earnestly: "First, drug stimulation; second, blow to the brain, moderate concussion. It will cause amnesia, so just be prepared that she won't recognize people or remember things, so as not to completely wipe out her memory. " Su Yan responded blankly and turned to look at Ling Wu, who was motionless on the hospital bed. She was sound asleep. Unlike some time ago, he would wake up at the slightest movement and come over to hug people in a daze and not let him go. He was a little reluctant to bother. "Is she...? " "Even I don't know what the relationship between me and her is..." He said mockingly, "I have to wait until she wakes up. " The doctor made a sound of understanding and followed the nurse out. She was sleeping in a hospital bed, with various fixtures and tubes on her body. The machine was making a slight noise, which meant that she was in a stable condition. Like fragile pale butterflies. However, her rich and colorful beauty could not hide her sick appearance, and even though most of it was covered by an oxygen mask, it was still noticeable. ... So beautiful. Why on earth would such a beautiful and outstanding person fall headlong into a crooked tree like his? There were so many choices, but I had to wait for him for ten or eight years. I spent a lot of time on his affairs without thinking about myself at all. Even the plan to kill the scepter was made before he arrived. If he hadn't shown up, there would have been no police help available, and she would literally have to die on the scepter to trade her life for a life. So what if you survive... Or die in the hands of the police. There is no escape route left. All life was blocked just to fulfill his wish. "You..." Su Yan held her pale fingertips. "Why are you doing this? " Love is too complicated. He lived to the age of thirty-five and still lacked the ability to summarize this special emotion. Love can make a person like her who yearns for freedom be willing to be imprisoned by another person's "death" and "long-cherished wish"; love can also make a stagnant person like him come up with absurd ideas about freedom and suddenly not want to remain silent. Their selves seemed to have been reshaped by love. But there is still more hatred in Su Yan's new soul. He didn't know if Ling Wu would suddenly remember what he used to be like at some point, and then realize that I had walked on this road to a bloody mess, beyond recognition. ... He will. He could no longer touch his young self's immature face. How can I look innocent and innocent? He seemed like he could never look like that again. Lingwu woke up. But she didn't know him. "Are you...? " What Su Yan wanted to say was stuck in his throat. She made a confused sound, and her tone was not false at all. "I don't remember who you are... But you look familiar to me, and I feel like crying? " Later, she told the visiting police: "I remember everything that happened over the years, but my physical condition does not allow me to go into details now. When I get better, I can tell you everything, including all the trivial interactions... I have written them all down." "I just forgot who I was for these past ten years. "I remember everything I went through with him, but it's like… I know what he said and did at a certain moment, but I can't hear his voice, I can't see his face. " She tilted her head and gasped, her eyes drooping. "I should be doing all this for him, right...? "Can't remember who the specific person was. "But I should love him very much. " "I'll find it for you. " She smiled: "Thank you then. " Su Yan was afraid that he would break down while listening to her story, so he applied for a visit but did not dare to actually walk into the ward, so he leaned against the wall next to the door and waited. Every word rippled in the air and entered his ears softly. Soft yet powerful. Ling Wu talked intermittently for more than two hours, and he also stood for more than two hours. From time to time, he had the urge to slap himself. For what purpose...? He had been running around for so many years, going through life and death for two deceased people. What was his purpose? The hatred is over. Another seed planted sixteen years ago finally broke through the ground and sprouted, running rampant in the wandering soul. Every time the leaves stretched, he felt uncomfortable in his chest. It was as if sadness was flowing back into a river, flowing into his heart, and was overflowing. However, he refused to cry, and that thin muscle was almost stretched to the limit. Sore and bloated. A death that was too severe forced her to abandon her smooth future, choose to enter Fifteenth Street as an ordinary person, then grovel to find a position for herself, and work hard to build that humble shop... Is this what "Su Yi" would do? No, he is no longer "Su Yi", and he will never go back to "Su Yi". "Su Yan" has a heart of stone. He followed the words in a daze and returned to the place that had been sealed off. He saw her and Xia Yu hiding in the secret room to discuss the next step. They threw themselves into a dragnet, waiting for those who wished to take the bait, and waiting for the inevitable outcome of the bait. She even arranged an escape route for Xia Yu... "I prepared a way for her to clear her identity, and then she will take over my company and live peacefully. " He didn't even come out of his fantasy when the leader ended his questioning, but the priest patted him on the shoulder. "Oh right. "Ling Wu suddenly raised his head from the bed. "What's wrong? Is there anything else? " "That undercover agent of yours who came back... The one codenamed 'The Fool', is his name Su Yan? " "Right. " "He..." Ling Wu whispered. "Let him come and see me more. " After being pushed out of the door, Su Yan finally couldn't hold it back, and big tears fell from his cheeks. Every inch of bone and flesh deep in the body screamed. Trembling. Roared. I seem to be living in the past. The cold stone box contains two handfuls of fluttering ash. The white powder that disperses when the wind blows has occupied most of his life. The dead are gone. No matter how hard I try, I can't save it. He should have known about this from the beginning, but he had been deliberately ignoring it. It was only now, when the dust of the dispute more than thirty years ago had settled, that it was once again brought out from the dusty thoughts and brought to the surface. These four words, "Sentiment and mourning" are easy to say, but too difficult to do. It took him thirty-five years. If Ling Wu hadn't spent half his life to break into this dark world alone and forcefully hold his hand and pull him out, it would have taken him much longer. Or maybe you won't understand what it means until your death. In the eyes of the world who don't know the truth, he will be a hero of supreme glory, having captured two drug lords in a row and escaped unscathed. But only those who really understand know... He remains a prisoner of memory. I chose this road because of the past, and I was able to finish this road because of the past. He turned himself into a puppet without facial features, full of new sorrows and old hatreds, groping in the locked room, mistakenly thinking that this was the whole world, and unlocking the lock was the only issue. The person outside the door told him that he could come out as long as he wanted. The world outside was spring and he should not hide in his memories. He couldn't hear. And not only did he lose himself in the past, he also lost the person who found him in the past. She tore up the red cloth covering his eyes with her own hands. The blood also dyed the red cloth more vividly. "I'm sorry..." Su Yan seemed to have regressed in years. He collapsed and sat beside the door of the room, crying uncontrollably. The knife wound on his forearm was stretched and torn without realizing it. "I'm sorry... "Have I always been wrong..." How embarrassing. He looked at the color spreading under the gauze. For the first time in a long time, I felt what actual pain felt like. But this is me, right? "Su Yi" will love someone to death. "Su Yi" would show her the wound cut by the A4 paper and say, "It will heal if you don't help me bandage it." "Su Yi" would also hesitate and say that he was sweaty just after training when he was hugged by her, and he would relax after being rubbed by her indifferently. … With you, I am who I am. I finally found the real me with you.

#Pseudoreal Existence is reasonable #3 "Maybe I love you..." She said. "But I should hate you, Su Yan. You ruined everything for me." He was suffering from an incurable disease and needed sky-high medical expenses to maintain his life - that heart, which was fragile and insignificant to the world, greedily absorbed Ling Wu's remaining right to breathe. In the end he died. I love you so much that I would give up everything to save you. But I also lost my life because of you. I hate you. I hate you so much. #17 "Brother." "Yeah." "Isn't it good for us to be like this...?" Su Yan kissed the end of her eyes which were red from crying, and replied amidst her lover's broken moans: "Yes. We are committing a crime." But dear, you have to remember. It was you who tempted me to eat the poisonous fruit. #56 "Kill me." Ling Wu stood on the edge of the cliff, smiling sadly. "Don't forget me in this life, don't forget your sins." She was treated as an insignificant chess piece by her lover, and was thrown into the abyss without mercy. From then on, she was imprisoned and never saw the light of day. Have you really considered me your lover? Did you really love me? I am the only one who took this relationship seriously from beginning to end. There was no luster in Su Yan's dark eyes, and he was terrifyingly calm at the moment he fired. Along with the bright red figure, there was also a crystal from the distant sky. "……" Sorry. I love you. #94 "I believe you..." Ling Wu's eyes were red, and after venting hysterically, he stood in the mess, but he was surprisingly calm. ——If the trembling hand holding the knife can be ignored. "But I don't believe in love anymore." Su Yan looked at her and said very softly: "I'm sorry." I can't love you anymore. "Su Yan, you know better..." She murmured word for word, "You will die if I leave you." You are my world. Since you think that the "separation" that can kill me can save me and cut off the countless entanglements between us... Let me prove it to you, okay? Then a blood-red flower bloomed at the throat. #210 The stars in her eyes were about to collapse. "You said... What?" Ling Wu tried to catch him in disbelief, but it was destined to be in vain. Su Yan would not let her catch him. "I don't believe it... "I've been with you for so long... "I don't believe it." "That's the truth, Ling Wu, you have to recognize it." Su Yan lowered his eyes to cover his melancholy black eyes, and his thin lips were bloodless. Resolutely turned around and left. ... Just an indifferent slave. ... It's just that she will be resented for the rest of her life without knowing anything about it. ... It's nothing more than losing the most basic humanity. Compared to dying of love... I even want you to live out of love and hate. #412 "Lingwu..." His fingertips stroked her extremely beautiful eyebrows, as if touching the most precious work of art. "Did you really love me? "Still think of me as a toy and one of the ways to get pleasure. " She wanted to answer, but her voice was already hoarse, and the pain made her want to pinch herself. Is this the little boy? However, it is normal for things to change. Twenty-year-old Su Yan and seven-year-old Su Yan probably didn't like the same person at all. They probably had long forgotten the 22-year-old self. ——Of course I like you. The figure in her high school uniform under the sunset reminded her of the reason why she decided not to fall in love. If it doesn't like you... Why bail you out of debt. Su Yan didn't wait for her answer and asked, "Would you like to go to that club tomorrow..." "Call them all over here and show them you're not like that at all." Ling Wu suddenly realized what he was going to do, and shook his head while crying, choking. "Don't..." "Are you denying the relationship I proposed," he said, "Then tell me, what is our relationship?" They were never lovers. But he did everything a lover should do. He leaned close to her ear and smiled: "The best relationship bought with money, right? It's not that difficult to say, Ling Wu." It was never... From now on... My body and my soul belong to you alone. Why did you become like this... #730 We are really crazy. Hiding in the attic with the lights out and kissing. Obviously I am your "father" in name, why can we... Doing these ridiculous things. Su Yan was completely unable to find a reasonable reason for what he did. Perhaps, it was exciting enough, and he needed it to break his stable to boring life path. Lingwu hugged his neck, immersed in the happiness brought by the mistake. "Ayun..." "Huh?" He hesitated again and again, but chose the long-term poison. "I love you." #1514 "Why can't you be my lover and mother at the same time..." Su Yan held the drugged woman in his arms, and his thin white fingers gradually opened her thin shirt, gradually exposing her delicate skin to the air. A few minutes ago, Ling Wu asked him why he took away his underwear. The reason? Because I love you irresistibly, Mom. This has been the case since childhood. I love you so much. So I was very happy when Su Luyao passed away, because no one would compete with me for you anymore. Every time you hold me in your arms, I can't help but think of those dreams with you as the protagonist, and cry beautifully. It's mine alone. Finally... Realistically, I want to have you too. #3670 When the gleaming dagger touched Ling Wu's artery, his hands were trembling with excitement. Very nice. There is another pair of incomparable hands in the showcase. But what she said next caught Su Yan off guard. "You look good, Mr. Murderer. "It may be my honor to be treasured by you... "I like you." Ling Wu's eyes flashed strangely. Not like a dying person, like a fanatical believer who has seen the god he believes in. Su Yan thought for a while, then smiled, with a gentle smile: "Okay." Then keep a little more of your body. #7129 Empty eyes. Scarlet and dark purple complement each other. The pocket watch in Su Yan's hand stopped swinging, and a cold touch came from the palm of his hand. "Ling Wu." "..." A biting smile slowly appeared in his eyes. After snapping her fingers in front of Ling Wu, she seemed to be awakened from a long dream. Her clean eyes moved and she quickly turned to him. The lips open and close. "Master." "Yeah, I'm here." Since you don't love me when you are sober... Then I have no choice but to control you and make you my prisoner. In the "dream" that you will forget, I can enjoy you and order you unlimited times, and you will only do things that make me happy, and will not contradict me or disobey me - because you "love" me. He thought when Su Yan invaded her body again. In my hands, you are just a puppet. You must love me. #10273 (This transfer hasn't been completed yet. I still have to write the manuscript code by hand...)

Citrus Ling Wu was stopped again. They were stopped again. She suspected that she had forgotten to read the almanac today. I just went to the toilet a few minutes late and was stopped by a boy with a red face at the door of my classroom, saying that he had something important to say. She looked at her watch: "There is still someone waiting for me. If you have something to say, please tell me quickly and don't waste time, okay?" The boy was a bit taller than her. He took out a white envelope from behind, lowered his head and handed it to her with both hands: "I have liked you for a long time... This is my second confession. Today is Valentine's Day. I hope you can... Consider me!" Ling Wu raised his eyebrows in surprise: "But I have no impression of you at all." Boy: "..." He looked like he was about to cry. Seeing that this man was still holding the envelope and feeling uncomfortable, Lingwu pushed his hand and looked at the office at the other end of the corridor: "I don't really want to fall in love, so I won't consider anyone who confesses to her. Be restrained. If the teacher comes out, we won't be able to escape." But he persisted in asking her to accept the letter. "No, Lingwu, you must accept this letter. I want to prove to you that I really like you!" The boy didn't know where the courage and stubbornness came from. "I will like you even if I am rejected!" Ling Wu couldn't laugh or cry. What are you doing? What does that have to do with me. She has always taken relationships very lightly, because she feels that all relationships are short-lived and will be broken up, so there is no need to be so deep. So whoever you like and who you don't like, when you look back one day, it won't even be counted as the past. In order to escape, she reluctantly took the letter and was about to leave, but was blocked by a boy again. "Last time I confessed my love in junior high school, you said my writing was not good and my calligraphy was ugly, so I worked hard on literature and took the hard-tipped calligraphy test, and I made a lot of progress! You said my grades were not good, but now I have passed the exam in Class 3! If there is anything else that you think is not enough, I can continue to improve it, as long as you consider me..." Ling Wu stopped abruptly, and the faint impatience on his face suddenly receded. Instead, doubts surfaced. She frowned, stared at the boy's face and thought for a while, then said, "Junior high school?" "Yes, the letter written in the second grade of junior high school!" He didn't know why Ling Wu asked this, but he still answered positively, "You replied a few words to me and rejected me, but -" "What's your name?" "Xu Qiqing." The doubts between Ling Wu's brows only increased instead of decreasing. First of all, she received very few letters in her second year of junior high school. On this basis, she would not reply to most of the letters. Secondly, if she did reply, it meant that the letter was well written and should have made an impression. But neither this face nor the name seemed familiar to her. Why...? "You really replied to me. I still keep that piece of paper. Here it is, look at it." Xu Qiqing took out a carefully folded piece of paper from his pocket - the small piece of paper was exaggerated, it was just a corner torn from the draft paper. A few lines of dancing dragons and phoenixes. "The writing is too poor, and there is no real feeling at all. I doubt that you copied the AI. "And the writing was so ugly, I almost didn't understand it. "It is recommended to rework it." Ling Wu held the note, his face as colorful as a sea of flowers. How the hell could she have written this. No impression at all. Which bastard read the letter she received and replied on her behalf? ? ? His mouth is so poisonous. "I'm sorry, but," Ling Wu took a deep breath, "I didn't write this." Xu Qiqing: "... Ah?" "I really didn't write it." His jaw dropped. "This is my handwriting, but I really, really don't have any memory of writing it, and I have no memory of your name." She said frankly, holding the note and looking at it carefully, trying to think of something. Xu Qiqing was stumbling when he spoke: "But, but, Su Yan brought this to my class and asked others to pass this to me along with my love letter. He said he was helping you pass the message..." ... Su Yan? It's not his business. Ling Wu was stunned for a long time and then said "what". "He gave it to you?" "He gave it to me." "Su Yan?" "It's Su Yan." Ling Wu's mind was in a daze. Like a ball of wool that has been scratched by a cat, there is no beginning or end in sight. Who intercepted the love letter and replied to this note? Why did Su Yan send it there? In fact, the answer was right in front of her, but she didn't believe she could really see it, so she closed her eyes and refused to face it. ——It seems that as long as there is no clear evidence, all conjectures are invalid. Feeling dizzy from the sudden news, she simply leaned against the wall or the window sill, touching the note without any idea, and suddenly felt that the paper looked familiar. Etc. This dot matrix paper... Isn't it used by Su Yan to make drafts? ! His parents liked to use this paper to draft plans and other things, and they would buy them at home in boxes and boxes. This kind of paper was the most indispensable at home, so Su Yan had always used dot matrix paper to draft papers since he was a child. They went to school together for several years, and Lingwu watched him use it for several years. There was a thunderbolt in her mind. In front of Xu Qiqing, he turned around and ran back to the classroom, turned on the light, rushed to Su Yan's desk, and pulled out a draft book from his drawer. Place the note next to it to compare. ... That's it. It was a corner he tore off from the scratch paper. Xu Qiqing opened the door and asked, shaking, "What's wrong?" Lingwu didn't even raise his head: "You can go, it's okay, I'm very annoyed now, don't look for me. Go chase other girls, goodbye." Xu Qiqing: "..." What happened to her? ! What happened to Su Yan? ! After he reluctantly left, Lingwu moved his chair and sat down, facing the draft paper, trying to calm his turbulent brain. "..." Su Yan blocked Xu Qiqing's love letter. Although there is no direct evidence for this, there is no doubt. If this is the case, it could also explain why she received a large wave of love letters in the first year of the new year, but the number dropped sharply in the following years. The number of people confessing may have been increasing, but someone stopped them in advance and didn't let her know at all. Su Yan returned Xu Qiqing's love letter. There won't be only one such thing. Then he must have replied to more people, using different words to tell them to stay away from her and not to have wishful thinking. Lingwu would pester him from time to time to ask him to help her with her homework, so he imitated her calligraphy, which was basically the same as hers, and outsiders couldn't tell the difference. Just now, she herself couldn't recognize that it was Su Yan's imitation font. Then he... He... Why would he do this? Why did Su Yan help her refuse to confess in advance? Why would he do this? Her favorite brother, her best friend, the person she least wants to lose... Why. Ling Wu felt like his whole body was numb. She was unconscious, just immersed in this shocking and even shocking truth, and couldn't extricate herself for a long time. Like being scalded with boiling water. After the short-term pain, there is long-term numbness. She looked at the note in disbelief, and then looked at the few lines of the Chinese composition review outline that Su Yan had just typed in the last class. The boy's handwriting is thin, beautiful yet sharp, just like himself. What does it mean... What do you mean, Su Yan. What do you want to express? You've been doing this secretly for so many years... What do you want to say? The blood slowly surges to the brain, and then slowly retreats, ebbing and flowing, taking away all thinking ability. She seemed to have fallen into a dark night. Don't know where to go. Can anyone tell me... Is all this reality or a dream? In a daze, Ling Wu seemed to hear someone speaking. Xia Yu turned around and yelled with a smile: "If you keep talking about not falling in love, some people will want to commit suicide." "Oh, I'm pretty sure about marriage! I think there's a good match around the young lady——" "Oh oh oh - Xia Zhiye, your CP is giving out candy again!" Not to be outdone, Xia Zhiye continued to stir up trouble: "I'm serious, Su Yan, just fight for what you have. The rose you didn't get was taken away by others." "You have done so many things without letting others know about it. Really, if you stand there with your conditions, you will be able to survive. Thousands of girls are chasing you. What are you afraid of? You will succeed when you take action, brother!" Faced with this, Su Yan would always write questions in silence, write questions, and write questions again. If that didn't work, he would put on his headphones and listen to music, and in any case refused to talk. Lingwu always thought that he was just frigid and not interested in dating. Occasionally, he would hit it off with the first two and tease him, thinking it was fun to watch him turn red. Xia Yu always said "Oh——" meaningfully, but she always kicked him back because she had no idea what this person was doing. Now that I think about it... They must have seen it a long time ago. Su Yan likes her. There were so many hints that she couldn't detect like a wooden pile. ... She couldn't feel Su Yan's attitude either. Always have all kinds of things ready, including brown sugar, ibuprofen, towels, and blankets. The ice water that sticks to the side of her face in summer, the steaming hot water in winter, and the snacks and drinks that are refreshed at any time are all treatments that others have never received. She thought this was just the partiality and love that belonged to his sister and his friend. But is it possible... This relationship has long gone beyond friendship and family affection? When it comes to others, no matter how good of a friend he is, he can only be regarded as like a spring breeze, with occasional twitches. It is unique to her. He was so soft and groveling, and the light in his eyes was different when he looked at her. That was the lost spring. It was a hundred flowers blooming, a hundred birds chirping, everything the wind passed by. He wanted to give it to her. She felt like such a fool. So silly. How come she could easily feel the advances from boys, but when the people around her came around, she completely ignored them. He had liked her for so long but didn't realize it at all... It may also be because Xia Yu and Xia Zhiye briefly came up with this idea, but she always felt "no way" and strangled the sprouting seeds in the cradle again and again. Why not. The white light above her head hurt her eyes. Want to cry. Is it because... He had been calling "brother" for so long since he was a child, and subconsciously regarded him as his real brother. Will my brother like me? Of course not. But... Su Yan is not her biological brother. [Wangwang Xiaosu]: It's been half an hour. [Wangwang Little Su]: Are you still not feeling well? [Wangwang Little Su]: Did you fall into the toilet? The phone in her pocket vibrated, bringing her back to reality. Ling Wu grabbed a pack of napkins from the drawer, wiped his face casually and put it in his hand. He took out his phone, unlocked it, and clicked into the chat box. Fog: Get out. Fog: My legs are numb from squatting, please wait for me to relax. [Wangwang Little Su]: I'm on the left side of the gate. Fog: Oh. She bit her lip, adjusted her breathing for a long time to make her heart feel less uncomfortable, and stood up while supporting the table. At half past nine in the evening, the street lights outside the window were shining in the dark night, like dots of fireflies gathering together and burning into an everlasting fire. She looked at the lights and finally walked out of the classroom. The shadow stretched out a long line in the corridor. It's like a bond that can't be cut and becomes chaotic. Su Yan scrolled through his phone aimlessly. From the political arena to the environment, from domestic to foreign countries, he even clicked on and read the tidbits about popular celebrities that he had always found boring, but there was no one who rushed out of the school gate and threw his schoolbag at him and started playing with his mobile phone. The end of winter is still a bit cold. As it dragged away, a gust of wind blew up, causing Su Yan's hair to scatter messily in the air, blocking his sight, and he pushed it away and tucked it behind his ear. ... What are you doing? Just as he was about to send her another message to urge her, the guard's loud voice rang out: "Are you being detained by the teacher? You came out so late. If it's later, I'll go to bed!" Ling Wu carried his schoolbag, nodded, and said with a smile: "Well, come out earlier next time." She bent her eyes and skipped towards Su Yan, with a small bump on her head. Like a fat bird jumping on a branch. "You haven't taken off your braid yet," Su Yan took the bag she threw over and hooked it on her elbow, "You like it so much?" Ling Wu touched his head: "I thought you dismantled it." Su Yan: "... Should we dismantle it now?" "No, I really like it. Master Su's skills have improved again!" He laughed softly: "I tied your hair when you still had long hair. From before kindergarten to the second grade of junior high school, it took less than two years for you to cut your hair short. Muscle memory will be stored to some extent, and you will remember it slowly." Ling Wu thought for a while. That seems to be the case. She immediately lowered her head and continued to order food with the boss, pressing the keyboard quickly: "Then you can touch me more, and try to remember all the dead memories." Su Yan paced while recalling fragments of the past: "I'm not dead, I'll always remember it. "In kindergarten, you were not satisfied even if the teacher pricked you, so I had to do it. I also choose to change my hairstyle every day, braid one day and half-tie the next, and I don't know what will come up the day after tomorrow——" The sentences came slowly and eloquently. There was a bit of laughter when he spoke. It was as if the wind blowing past Begonia was still gentle and warm, carrying with it an indescribable ambiguity. It's obvious that he enjoys these little things. Perhaps in his spare time, he had copied these precious scenes thousands of times in his mind, until they were enough to occupy him for the rest of his life, or even his whole life. Ling Wu didn't even raise his head: "Okay, okay, that's enough, that's enough. I don't want to recall my childhood that was full of weird atmosphere——" Su Yan blinked. No more words were said. When they reached a fork in the road, they did not turn left as usual, but continued forward. Before school, I said I would go to the night market to eat fried skewers tonight. She was just asking the boss what kind and flavor she wanted. Now that they have finished arguing about whether to erase the zero and transfer the full amount, Lingwu feels comfortable, throws the phone into his pocket and walks again with his head held high. Maybe there was some force in the dark that wanted to remind her of something very important. She had just taken a few steps when her foot that wasn't fully lifted tripped over something, causing her center of gravity to become unstable! Ling Wu exclaimed: "I——! " Nothing to catch yet. This is over. The floor is so dirty. The clothes were immediately scrapped. She will also be disfigured. The tile floor grinned ferociously, waiting for her to throw herself into his arms. Before the second half of the Chinese quintessence sound could be uttered, a hand stretched out from the side grabbed her waist as she fell forward, pulling her back, pulling her back two steps and bumping her head into a drunken embrace. You can feel the warmth on his body through his clothes. Neither of them likes to wrap themselves into a ball, it's too ugly. Even in winter, I don't wear thick clothes. The outside is a bit puffy, but the inside is empty. When squeezed, there is only a thin layer of separation. "I'm walking without looking at the road again..." Su Yan sighed. "When will you make people worry less..." His breath quickly condensed into a light white mist, floating in the cold air and hitting her head. Ling Wu was stunned, not knowing what to do. Break free? Not quite right. Don't break free? Not quite right either. She carefully grabbed his wrist, and just as she was about to give it a little force to remind him to let go, the person behind her let go of her consciously. "Being a nanny, a father, a mother and a brother all at once," Su Yandong smiled and nodded her forehead, "Where can you find such a good person. " Ling Wu turned away and ignored him. The heartbeat is so fast. The shock made her uncomfortable. It was as if all the bones in his body were falling apart due to the beating of his heart. My face is also very hot... Is it red? She gritted her teeth and endured it for a long time, then she choked out the sentence "I'm not envious since I was born." Turn around and leave. Su Yan was stunned and smiled even more happily. If his appearance were posted on the confession wall of No. 5 Middle School, he would definitely get 99+ comments, a neat line of confessions from little fans. Maybe... There will be a confession from a man. After all, it's so beautiful. She smiled so much that the ends of her eyes turned red, and her pleats stretched out softly and blossomed. The black eyes were as clear as glass beads under the street lights, and even though most of them were covered by eyelashes, they couldn't hide the thrilling brilliance. When he turned his head, the smooth and elegant neck line extended from his chin to the collar of his shirt. His muscles were tense, and his Adam's apple rolled with the sound. The hair on the back of the head is scattered, giving it a casual beauty. Ling Wu didn't know what was so funny about this, and became a little angry for no reason. He rushed back, jumped up and strangled his neck from behind: "Why are you laughing! Su Yan! What's so funny about this! ! ! Envy or not? ! " Su Yan let her go, lowered his head and said, "I envy you, I envy you for having such a good brother like me. " The smile at the corner of his mouth has softened a lot, but the smile in his eyes is so full that it almost overflows. Will the next second... Let her drown in that belated rainy season. "Walk slowly... This road is old and the bricks are uneven. " "I want you to take care of it! " "I don't care who cares. " "... It's none of your business anyway! ! ! " "Okay, okay, rebel. " "I don't! " "All rebellious kids think they are not rebellious. " "..." "What do you think I'm doing? " "You just looked like an old man, make sure you haven't been robbed. " Su Yan: "..." Su Yan: "I'm only half a year older than you, so I'm an old person. " Ling Wu: "Then are you qualified to criticize me? " "..." Sighing: "At least I won't nearly trip over a brick. " "..." Get out! There is a burst of fragrance not far away. The night market on Friday night is as crowded as ever. Students brought their classmates, and white-collar workers brought their friends, gathering in twos and threes at the stall, chatting about all kinds of things. The aroma of green onions from this place, the spicy oil from that place, and the cumin from further away are all mixed together harmoniously, tickling people's noses as they move forward. It's the fireworks of the world. It's a street market on the ground. "Coming! Over there, there's a table reserved for you two. I'll serve it to you right away. Wait! "The proprietress was wrapped in an apron and was sweating profusely from working in the winter night. She waved enthusiastically and asked the two of them to come over, "Oh, I'm late today. Originally, the place was occupied by a young man, so I had to stay here. It's a bit crowded, but it's not windy here either! " A woman in her early forties was busy in front of the car, and a cute little girl sat next to her, reading a book. "Nanny, send it to your brother and sister! " Su Yan and Ling Wu dragged out the small stools and sat down. The little girl ran over with a bowl of wontons, put them down, then ran back and picked up another bowl. Ling Wu touched her head when she brought the second bowl of wontons, took out a handful of candies from his pocket with a smile, and put it in her hand: "Reward. " The little girl had two braids raised up and two deep dimples on her cheeks, and she shouted crisply: "Thank you, sister!" " Ling Wu felt happy. She kicked Su Yan under the table. "Brother? " Su Yan was getting jealous, and when his hands shook when he was kicked, he almost became jealous: "Huh? " She moved another bowl with a thick layer of spicy oil in front of her and pointed at the little girl with an expectant look on her face. The landlady shouted again: "Nanny!" Don't disturb people! " The little girl looked back at her mother, blinking her big innocent eyes, still looking at Su Yan expectantly. Su Yan: "... Who like you has the habit of carrying candy with you..." Ling Wu turned around and shouted: "Auntie, Su Yan is bullying Xiao Yi! " Su Yan: "? " Xiaoyi is going to cry. ... No. Let's not learn from big sister, okay? Don't cry when you can't achieve your goal! What sin did he commit in his previous life to attract so many people to harass him in this life? God knows how afraid he is of making people cry. Su Yan reluctantly picked up his schoolbag from the stool nearby, fumbled around in the compartment, took out a candy bar, placed it in front of Xiao Yi and waved it. "Brother, let me remind you first, this is for your sister," he said seriously, "It's mint flavored and a little cold. Do you want to eat? " Xiaoyi nodded without thinking. Su Yan opened the package, took two pills and put them in her palm. He watched her skipping back to her book, opened one and threw it into her mouth. "Nanny, eat less..." "Okay-" Lingwu saw his own tableware on the table, opened the box, took out the chopsticks and spoon, and scooped up a wonton in the bowl: "Xiaoyi and her mother will file a complaint later, saying that you murdered her. " "It's okay if I don't give it to you. If I give it to you, you'll accuse me of having bad intentions..." She blew on the wontons with a layer of red oil: "I didn't expect you only had mint ones. " When she put it into her mouth, she suddenly remembered that she didn't even think of bringing cutlery today. When the two of them eat outside, they must use their own chopsticks and spoons. They are not used to using the bamboo chopsticks from the roadside stall. So every time you decide to go out for something to eat at night, you have to pick it up in advance. Ling Wu always forgets, so she has to rely on Su Yan to remind her or him to help her carry it, and then give it to her when she arrives at the location. Today I had a sudden impulse to eat two minutes before school, and I was a little uneasy before seeing Xu Qiqing - now I think about it, it was probably my sixth sense, and I didn't think about it at all; I found out later, and I didn't have the brains to think about it when I returned to the classroom. So... "You complain that you have a toothache after eating too much candy, and in the end you blame me for giving it to you." Su Yan shook his head, "How dare you take it. I'll prepare mint for you to treat sleepiness. " Looking up, he found Ling Wu sitting there in a daze, looking at the chopsticks in his hand in a daze. "I took it. " "... Brother, I'm just stupid, not mentally retarded. " Seeing the fierce look on her face, Su Yan took a bite of the wonton, and the delicious flavor of the meat filling came out: "Then eat it quickly, it will cool down later. " Ling Wu: "Oh. " They remained tacitly silent. Maybe because it was hot and spicy and speechless, maybe because he didn't know what to say in this relationship, Lingwu ate one bite after another with his head down, as if he was ignoring everyone. Although their original habit is to eat without talking. But there is no respite at all... It's really uncomfortable. But what should I say? What can we talk about? When the barrier he had worked hard on for more than two years was accidentally exposed by someone outside the incident, what should she do in this situation? As usual it took too much of her energy. She used to hate being disturbed by people other than Xia Yu and Xia Zhiye when she was getting along with Su Yan, because those people would treat them as a couple without exception, and she felt baffled - now she felt... Maybe they were really too close. She really hoped that some of her unfamiliar classmates would disturb them, break the solid air, and let time flow again. Or rather, a prayer. Someone patted Ling Wu on the shoulder. Tian Yue had a pack of fried skewers hanging on his wrist and asked somewhat unexpectedly: "You also live near here? What a coincidence. " Su Yan's bowl of wontons was almost at the bottom, and he responded very respectfully when he heard this: "Yes. " Brother, you are so cold. Didn't you talk a lot just now? Why don't you open your mouth now? Lingwu picked up a wonton, let it fall into his mouth, and chewed it: "I haven't seen you before... You only bought this after ordering it? Isn't it early from school? " Tian Yue smiled: "I had taken a shower, and suddenly I came down to buy some because I was hungry. My brother also wanted to eat fried skewers. If it weren't for him I wouldn't be happy to go there, it would be annoying. " He was just about to say, "Why are you two still eating?" Su Yan suddenly stood up with the bowl in hand, startling him: "Hey, what's wrong? " Damn it. Don't. I know you're not right with her, but even though we're both Alphas and I have a girlfriend, don't mind it, ahhhhhhh-! ! ! Ling Wu also raised his head and asked: "What are you doing. " Su Yan glanced over indifferently: "Put the bowl aside and get you a bottle of ice. It's so spicy. " Ling Wu: "... How spicy is it? " Su Yan: "... A runny nose and tears. " "I'll go! Isn't that ugly! Where is the paper, paper, paper? This table is gone. I'll wipe it——" Tian Yue took the napkin from the next table and gave it to her: "It's not ugly, just red face and red eyes. " She wiped her nose and said while hissing: "He didn't say I felt fine, but when he said it was spicy... Of course I knew! This man likes to exaggerate to tease me. I fell down and cried in pain. I cried all night. The next day he lied to me and my eyelids were so swollen that I couldn't see my eyes! Bad guy..." Su Yan came back with a bottle of peach water and raised his eyebrows: "Am I a bad person? Stop drinking. " "... Brother, you're the best. Please help me twist it. Thank you, brother!" " "Tighten it when you get it," he sat down again and put the drink in front of Ling Wu, "Drink. " Tian Yue looked at this, looked at that, and then looked at the ice drink on the table. His head shook like a rattle. Ling Wu calmed down the spicy taste and took another bite, chewing like a hamster. When she caught sight of him from the corner of her eye, she raised her head in confusion: "You're not going home. " Tian Yue woke up from the extreme trap! "，……"，，"！ See you on Sunday! " Ling Wu: "... See you on Sunday? " Tian Yue ran too fast and didn't see Ling Wu approaching and whispering something to Su Yan. "The deputy squad leader is possessed by Xia Yu? " "……Have no idea. " "Why are you so sneaky..." Su Yan turned to look at his back, his eyes dark. Tian Yue also knows something. His liking is so obvious... Why is it that the protagonist just doesn't realize it? He quietly watched her finish the bowl of wontons, handed her a pack of wet tissues to wipe her mouth and hands, and prepared to go home and sleep. Who would have thought that Ling Wu would leave directly, but suddenly announced that he had something to say when he returned home, it was very important, let him think about it. ... What happened? About me? But what can I do... His heart twitched violently. It seemed that the beating had stopped at that moment, and what he felt afterwards was nothing more than the convulsions before death. After the insect was slapped hard, its thin limbs were still trembling and choking, trying in vain to catch the life that was slowly passing away in the air. Still flowing through the gaps in the bones like sand. Just like a small stone on the top of a mountain, buried by the white snow, I thought I would experience the vicissitudes of life in such a dull and boring way, and become a part of history. But one day, there was an unexpected landslide and a mountain collapse, and he jumped from a thousand feet away. He fell and was covered in blood, and died without a burial place. Looking at the corpse just makes me feel numb. It seemed that because everything was so unreal, he cut off all his nerves and refused to accept stimulation. So you can't feel the pain anymore, right? ... This is better. It wasn't so painful when she rejected herself. Can we just let all this flow eastward with the melting spring water, and usher in its eternal winter in spring? Always reluctant to give up... This is the consequence. Lingwu didn't know that he had been thinking so much, and even planned how to get along with him after the relationship was over, and laughed and joked with him. ——After all, he covered it up so well, In addition to being unintentionally a little heavier when blocking her, the emotion in his eyes was both cold and hot. Every time she looked at her, she felt uncomfortable all over, and the air pressure was so high that she couldn't breathe. But it seemed like it was just a moment. The next second he returned to his original state, bending his beautiful eyes and looking at her troubles tenderly. As always. Never changed.