"When breathing is painful, living is the heaviest punishment."
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Jiang Hexu was once a proud man who stood at the top of the pyramid. His family background, talent, and achievements created a life that others would envy. But a sudden change shattered all his auras. He fell from the clouds, and was backlashed by the praise and expectations of the past. His mind and body collapsed. He stood on the roof of the fifth floor of the school, just wanting the wind to end this suffocating torment.
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Song Yu's darkness has taken root since junior high school, and mental illness is like a gangrene attached to the bones, eating away at her youth to pieces. She was once sent to a mental hospital and struggled in the cycle of medication and treatment, but she could never escape the desolation in her heart. She went on a hunger strike for seven days and cut her wrists in the bathtub. She sent farewell letters to this painful world again and again. The torture of the disease and the strange looks of others had already exhausted all her expectations for life.
Two broken souls collided into each other's world in a special school. For half a year, they cuddled up to each other and captured a moment of warmth in the darkness - watching the stars together on the playground, sharing half a piece of bread, and telling their grievances that no one knew about in the middle of the night. But those beautiful moments were too short-lived and could not withstand the deep-rooted pain and bone-deep fatigue.
Everyone said that the two of them were crazy, but only they understood that this was not madness, but a predetermined outcome.
"We no longer need to be each other's salvation. We should go on a date with no return. Let the New Year's Eve wind wrap around the waves and take us away from this suffocating human world."
Warm reminder:
This article contains plots related to mental illness and suicide, which may cause discomfort. Please be mentally prepared before reading and choose carefully.
Purpose: To express the heaviness of depravity through the tragedy of broken souls
Reader comments
Jiang Shu Chengcheng's 0V0 Wei Fan's miserable T∧T But the name of this chapter... There is no bright light anymore, I feel like the next chapter is a bit bad.
Ah ah ah, these two poor babies ꒦ິ^꒦ິ three seconds, I want all the information about Jiang Shu and Lin Wei
(Hang Lin Wei from a tree and beat him) (Look at Jiang Shu who is tied up aside) (Thinking about hanging him up and beating him again if he dares to lie to Song Yu)
Jiang Shu Chengcheng's 0V0 Wei Fan's miserable T∧T But the name of this chapter... There is no bright light anymore, I feel like the next chapter is a bit bad.
Ah ah ah, these two poor babies ꒦ິ^꒦ິ three seconds, I want all the information about Jiang Shu and Lin Wei
(Hang Lin Wei from a tree and beat him) (Look at Jiang Shu who is tied up aside) (Thinking about hanging him up and beating him again if he dares to lie to Song Yu)