Fan Miao's youth was a humble secret love wrapped in frost and cold, and it was also Zhou Xiaochuan's endless humiliation from a high position. The dirty white sneakers he stepped on in his freshman year of high school became the beginning of his targeting of her - the hidden homework books, the broken broom, the harsh taunts in the corridor, and even her mother's pancake stand became his bargaining chip to humiliate her. She clenched her heart full of joy, unable to move even an inch amidst his indifference and disgust. The wounds on her hands would heal, but the scars in her heart cut by him were getting deeper and deeper with the repeated orders to "stay away from me." Later, when the rainy season came over the campus, she thought she could hide the secret and escape, but she found that she had been trapped in this storm called "Zhou Xiaochuan", and even breathing hurt. It was not until all her love was exhausted, and her heart was filled with desolation, that she realized that this secret love was a drowning with no return from the beginning.
Purpose: Analyze the tragic core of "humble secret love": using Fan Miao's forbearing love for Zhou Xiaochuan for two years as an opening to show that in an unequal relationship, the weaker party equates love with "self-compromise" and eventually falls into the dilemma of self-consumption, and exposes the illusory expectation that "one-way travel can exchange for sincerity".