The author narrates his legendary past in the first person. Before the age of 40, he was a customs officer that everyone envied, and had emotional entanglements with two people of the same sex; after the age of 40, in order to stay with his same-sex girlfriend for a long time, he resolutely resigned and started a company overseas. As soon as his career started to improve, he was robbed by powerful people, the project was snatched away, and his lover was framed and imprisoned. While holding on, he ran for his lover and cried out for injustice. In order to survive, he crossed over to a new field and was reported by people in the circle. Even though he couldn't survive, he still chose to persevere, showing his strong and unyielding character. Shows the current living conditions of ordinary people from another angle
Intention: In this life, a person would rather die standing than live on his knees